todae had gp paper... first day of a levels.... sigh. woke up, wasn't even feeling panicky or anything, there was this weird sense of calmness. somehow, i felt like it was juz a normal exam. e fact tt it was e a's and i've basically spent half my life preparing for this has not sank in yet. is tt gd or bad? or maybe i am freaking out but is like somewhere deep deep down inside.... haha~ oh well.....

anw, gp was ok. i did this qn which was considered a killer : "discuss the appeal and value of fantasy stories and films." hmm.... when i looked at e qns, i juz crossed out everything except 3 qns : e young in sg one, e advertising one and this. well... then i din reallie know abt tt young in sg one, so out. advertising.... well, my knowledge of media is mainly on media violence. i dont have enough substantial evid for advertising, so eliminated (gosh this sounds like survival... hahaha~ or maybe e bachelorette :P). so im left w fantasies.... wahahaha...... turned out tr did e same qn too... and we both brought in utopic lit... hehehe~ i even talked abt japanese mangas like inuyasha, pokemon and all.... wahahaha~ i hope it's not out-of-pt....

then p2 was ok.... liaoz tt examiner give mi heart attack siah.... when do aq tt time...not enough space, so i raise my hand, then ask e examiner is cont behind or write on e foolscap.... then he say write on foolscape.... so i write lor. then he came back awhile later and tell me to write behind, cos not supposed to submit any other additional materials. so i copy over.... then wasted some time.... then time up le, guess wad? e chief examiner said those w additional materials pls fasten ur sheets w e ans booklet.... -_-""""""".... this means tt i could have saved 5 mins.... 5 mins can write alot leh!!!!!!!! and then, i was wondering if write behind accepted or not, cos like everyone else write on foolscape....wat if dun accept then how??????? haiz...... yah im tt paranoid when it comes to exams... haha!

and i swear tt portion of e floor where i was sitting at would crash through one day.... seriously. one e teachers walk past, u can literally feel the table sinking to one side.... it was tt scary.... haha. wad happens if the floor cracked? then u'll see me and saravanan falling down into e canteen. haha. kk, im paranoid. sigh.

after tt, i was looking ard e whole sch for jia hao... tt guy arh, promised me he'll return my hist notes todae, but call him he nvr pick up e hp, sms him he din reply.... wth... i was getting really really worried.... i mean, my hist paper is on monday lah, and dont u have e decency to return me my notes after i have been kind enough to lend them to u?????? until now i still cant contact him..... die lah.... how how how how how?????????? HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit lah.... i seriously have to get back my notes!!!!!!! esp since they r french rev!!!!!!!!!!!!! god, this cant be happening man........ ass lah........ I WANT BACK MY NOTES!!!!!!! U FUCKING BASTARD WHO TOOK THEM AWAY GIVE THEM BACK TO ME!!!!!!!!!! i am seriously getting very very pissed.... i want to go to his house and yell at him to give them back to me. except i dont know where his house was.... ass lah him. fuck off!!!!!!! give mi back my notes u fucking freak of an asshole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after tt, was dragged to makan mac at jp... i cant believe e white kitty is sold out!!!!!!! and todae only then start selling!!!!!!! wth???? but luckily it was sold out, cos i din buy, den xiao chain later told me he bought for me le.... keke~ so nice my kor.... haha~ too bad new police story haven come out yet.... cannot buy for him hahaha~ our deal. he buy kitties for me, i buy new police story for him. hey! 2046 vcd come out le.... costs 9.90.... so cheap rite? me want to buy... pei xuan say its very good.... then i think i might like it.... cos both of us got same tates when it comes to chinese movies..... both of us love crouching tiger,hidden dragon and hero.... yup yup... major money-saving coming up!!!! kekeke~

i still cant believe bush won. i cant believe it! i can nvr forgive him for tt iraq war.... NVR EVER EVER!!!!! he stated that he wanted to go to war cos of nuclear weapons. tell me then, where r e nuclear weapons?! not only have they not found any, they have left iraq worse than b4!!!! e ctry is now faced w terrorism and there is no law and order. the us soldiers r being stranded there than being allowed to go home. is this fair? how can u acct for the lives lost? all e innocent lives? u send innocent young men to war, yet u cannot guarantee their survival! and now they r left there to fend for themselves.... call urself president. what president? u dont deserve to be one. waging war on innocent civilians is no excuse! u did so out of ur selfish actions! yes, saddam hussien is a menace who needs to be removed, but NOT at the expense of the ppl! it is so unjust! my heart ached for them whenever i watch them there helpless.... so poor thing... watch farenheit 9/11 and u'll know y.... and wad abt tt crap abt not needing un's permission to wage war anymore.... how can u do tt?! u r seen as a superpower, a leader.... and yet u set double standards. u terrorise and force ur allies to support u for ur selfish cause. and how can u justify ur ctry being allowed to have nuclear weapons? where's e sense in tt? how can u deny others and yet allow urselves to engage in nuclear weapon making! seriously no sense!!! well,at least he's against stem-cell research. e only thing i agree w him.

singapore idol... all e best olinda and syl!!!! u rock!!!!!!!!!

ps... btw, i changed e song to i believe by yolanda adams... quite meaningful and perfect for this period! jiayou everyone!!!