stayed home today. completed another jigsaw puzzle for my friend's birthday... yay!!! hehe~ then do and watch mvp at e same time... keke~ nice to stay at home and rest, doing my own things... tmr prolly will be at home again, have to pack for my trip... then thurs onwards will be super busy le... thurs to sat at chalet, sun gg off to tassie!!! keke~

hmm.... oh yah... doing e chalet thing.... so sad.... like only half e class going. then some more, is like depending on whether this person is gg or not, cos if tt person goes, alot dun wan to go.... its so sad.... all because of a certain conflict, beginning w a breakup... two ppl's own private matters became blown up, and after tt, e guys relationship w tt person deteriorated.... so much so that when i asked steven to help me tell e guys abt e chalet, he told me tt if tt person is gg, alot of them sure not going... and then how am i supposed to tell tt guy not to go? the purpose of this chalet is a class gathering, not a grp gathering, its only fair that everyone knows.... then he tell me to tell tt guy myself, cos he doesnt wants to create more conflicts btw them. how am i supposed to tell? in e end, i found out frm his friend tt he is not gg... and i suppose it has to do w those conflicts.... isnt it sad? for four yrs, they all got along, we all got along, only to graduate and come out and drift apart, to e extent tt now they r enemies.... what happened to friendship? what happened to those days of working together, of playing together? what happened to all those encouragement, those laughter, tears, fights, smiles, brotherhoods and sisterhoods? where have they all gone? does it all end when we have left secondary school? were all those 4 years of being together, going thru shit together, growing up together, all those times we shared gone? dosent those times hold any place in their hearts? or do they not mean anything to u at all? i dont understand why is it tt they have to be like this... why cant we even have a proper get together, and just throw away all those conflicts we once had? i dont see why is it tt i can forgive my pri sch mates for what they did to me, and even organise a bbq for them and all of them can come, and why is it that u cant? c'mon lah, all u guys have are arguments, its so normal, becos of that, u throw away those friendships? then how abt me? i get beaten up every single day of my pri 6 life and i can forgive those ppl for doing so, and organise a bbq, u ppl fall out and become enemies juz bcos of a conflict? where's e sense in that? r human relationships so trivial, that they dont mean anything to u ppl at all?

i feel like calling off the whole thing after that... what is e point? the whole purpose has been defeated... if not bcos the money has been paid, i would have just cancelled the whole thing... im so tired of trying to persuade ppl to go.... so tired... y is it that u ppl have to be like this? why? is it too much to ask for a get together? that was what u all wanted isnt it? and i planned it cos u all wanted it, and now tt its all confirmed u come out and give me this shit! pls just go.... can we put aside e past, e conflicts, for just one night? or three days? is it too much to ask?

i have lost my faith in humans... what is the point in having friends, in trusting, if it all doesnt mean anything to anyone... if it is just taken for granted. might as well not have any at all...




lay ping now at my house, she reach ard 10.15 like tt.... then want to go swimming, tt zy call and ask mi to pei ta tok until he reach lavendar, cos he collecting ic... so me and lp entertain him, until he reach lavendar le then can go swimming....

swimming, i teach lp, lend her my kickboard. tt girl oni know how to hold kickboard and play, teach her how to breathe underwater she dun wan.... haha~ den she admit she is bad student... keke~ after tt, teach her how to kick, cos she everytime kick, her body sink in.... her abdomen there nvr push up, tt's y.... then she down there kick abit sae very tired... haha~ then she start playing, hold e kickboard and try to kick frm one end to e other end... then i went to swim!!! yay!!! haha~ feels so nice to be in e pool...keke~ i think i shd be a dolphin rather than a human... haha~ then lp down there, after awhile, try to blow out under water, but dun dare to put her whole face inside, cos she scared.... well at least she know how to blow out le... yay!!! haha~ next time muz try to get her to be not so scared to put her whole head in e water... if not how to teach her to swim freestyle and all... hmm... maybe shd get her laogong to come too... hehe~

then teach her how to float, had to like carry her so she wont sink, then i think i nvr carry properly, cos my wrists hurt... ha... lp heavy le hehe~ but in e end she knows how to kick and breathe le... juz like tt, 2 hrs gone... haha~ by then it's 1 pm.... then she hungry, so went home to bathe then went out for prata w my bro... wah im so dark now..... haha~ burnt.... keke~

then at e prata there, my dad suddenly call and tell me my aunt and uncle outside my house, then i was like "now?!", then he says yes.... so i ask mi bro if he want to go find them or i find, then since e key is w him, he go... then tt boy funny la, he lazy to walk, then take cab -_-"... then on e way there my uncle called me, then he say he wan to eat oso, so i called my bro and tell him when he reach ask e cabbie to hold on while he get my relatives... then take cab back.... then me and lp down there laughing... so funny... haha~

after awhile they came le, then me, lp and my bro makan cos e food come le, then my aunt and uncle order food. then my bro told me tt e cabbie laughed when he asked him to go back, then he say e cabbie talked to my bro abt girls, some more tell him now muz use protection, cannot trust anyone cos alot of stds... haha~ e cabbie so funny.... then we chat abt tt time me and lp sec 4 plan camp, cos now my bro turn to plan... haha~ then telling all e stories... then alicia and maryam came and eat there also, so qiao one... ha~ then my uncle kept asking my bro qns, like interrogating him like tt... then at 3, finish eating le, walked home w my sunt while my uncle went to beauty world to walk walk

now my aunt sleeping, bro doing hw, lp signing up for relief teaching and im waiting for her to finish so i can do... ha~ kies tt's all... later gg to watch bridget jones diary w her and kathy!!! yay!!! cant wait... keke~ but i dun feel well now, think cos of e sun... feel very hot and heaty, some more having headache... this morning had sore throat.. sianz... and i cut my finger... dots...kies, tt all. chaoz!




hmm... let's see.... yesterdae went bugis to jalan w lay ping and feli... met them at 12 at westmall, makan at e food court there, had korean beef set, feli had spaghetti and lp had salmon terrayaki set.

finish eating, took train to bugis. all of us very tired, cos past few days been playing until very late... haha~ can see lp like want to slp le... hehe~ but we reach there, walk ard look for dress, more awake le haha~ tried a few dresses, not so nice, make us look fat... then feli bought her sec four prom dress lemme see, then i try, ha, wear wrongly, cos have two layers mah, then dunno how i wear, wear thru one layer e other layer din go thru, end up stuck there, lp and feli had to help me figure out wad wrong... haha~ this is like e second or third time le, looks like wo gen dresses mei yuan...hehe~ in e end, we got it rite, then feli brought her cam, so we were hiding inside e dressing rm taking photos of e dresses we tried on... e ppl outside muz be wondering y have three girls squeeze into one dressing rm for so long, and have flashes coming out... haha~ but frm e two jalan jalan, we three use to sharing dressing rm le... keke~

compared to e day b4, no dress really caught our attn, a little disappointed.... what to do... haiz.... then we went to walk ard looking at accessories,lp still looking for those earrings for those w no ear hole.... lp scared of piercing ears, cos is pain and have to maintain.... ha.... i pierce tt time was in ipoh back in pri sch, think p1 pr p2... haha~ tt time was eating coffee sweet, then all my relatives and cousins staring at me, like sth big gg to happen like tt... then b4 i know it, my ear pierce le.... haha....

anw, back to story.... walk until tired le, lp suggested we sit somewhere to drink sth and rest leg, went to coffee bean, got no space, then went to this restaurant, they have coffee and all, so we went in. me and lp ordered ice mocha (my fav!!!) vanilla, feli had mocha cocoa, and we ordered wedges.... wah!!! e drinks took such a long time to come, we were wondering wad happened.... and then e wedges took a longer time to come, we were joking tt they had to plant e potato, then had to peel and all.... and then e waiter came and told us he forgotten to send e order for wedges, ask us to wait for another 5 minutes.... -_-" so we drink ssssllllllllooooowwwlllyyy, finally our wedges came..... then we finish makaning, we joke say we pretend forget to pay bill, and walk away... haha~ but in e end we pay bill la, some more din take back change wor.... haha~ after tt, lp left to meet her friend at taka, me and feli walk ard some more.... walk bugis until sian, went across e road to those small stores, then went to og..... down there feli bought a top and skirt, i tried e skirt too but hor, too short for me... haha~ if i have nice legs then nvm lah, too bad i dun... keke~ then we wanted to buy this handbag frm op, but i dun think my mum would let, some more no money.... then feli wait for her mum to bring her go shopping, so have big big atm then can buy more things.... haha~ oso, went to e kids section, i bought those biscuits i use to eat when we were kids... yay!!!! haha~ then we walk ard e kids clothes section, then i very bad, all those dresses tt e lil girls wear to weddings and all, then i took some and put at feli's body there, and say she can wear, juz nice.... haha~ one even nearly reach e floor lah! but then tt one was e longest lah haha~ not bad leh, can save money worhx... hehe~

then, ard 8, left, took 67 to bukit timah mkt for dinner, had katong laksa... ok lah, after eating, went to bukit timah plaza to see mk and his friend play pool, kept laughing at mk, he pretend gd, but everytime hit e ball nvr enter.... haha~ then his friend also say he won 3 games le, but mk only won one game.... haha~ then feli down there busy helping kennard to find ppl to go for e jj bash.... ha.... at 10, super sian le, we left....

todae, woke up early to follow my mum to celia loe's warehouse sale.... liaoz, go all e way to paya lebar for nth, e stuff there r so old!!!!!!!! came out empty-handed, then took train to chinatown, went to e travel agent to collect the visas and all.... after tt, had lunch there w dad and bro, then went home....

at home busy packing my rm... spent dunno how many hrs filling everything properly and keeping all those books and files and throwing away all those not using one.... wah!!! now my table so empty.... haha~ nice nice.... then finish le, time for mvp... hehe~ now they showing star wars on tv!!! whee~

tmr lp coming my house at 10 to go swimming, then prolly go out for lunch or sth, then at nite we and kathy gg to watch bridget jones!!! yay!!!! hehe~

recieved this joke on e email, have fun laughing! chaoz...

Lee Sum Wan : Hello can i speak to Annie Wan
Mr Sori : Yes u could speak to me.
Lee Sum Wan : No, i want to speak to Annie Wan!
Mr Sori : You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Lee Sum Wan : Im Sum Wan. And i need to talk to Annie Wan! Its urgent.
Mr Sori : I know u are someone and u want to talk to anyone! But whats this urgent matter about?
Lee Sum Wan : Well just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother was involved in an accident. Noe Wan got injured and now Noe wan is being sent to the hospital. Right now Avery Wan is going to the hospital.
Mr Sori : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital from the accident that is'nt an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but i dont have time for this!!!
Lee Sum Wan : You are rude. Who are you?
Mr Sori : Im Sori.
Lee Sum Wan : You should be sorry. Now give me your name!
Mr Sori : Im Sori!!
Lee Sum Wan : I dont like your tone of voice Mr and i dont care, give me your name!
Mr Sori : Look lady, I told you already Im Sori! Im Sori!! Im SORI!!! you didnt even give me your name!
Lee Sum Wan : I told u before i'm Sum Wan! Sum Wan!!! You better be careful my father is Sum Buddy.And my uncle holds a very big position in the company. He is Noe
Buddy.
Mr Sori : Oh i'm so scared(sarcastically). Look i dont care about yr uncle he's a nobody. Everybody thinks his top dog and holding an important position in the company.
Lee Sum Wan : No, Avery Buddy just married my aunt. And Avery Buddy doesn't work there.
Mr Sori : Like i said i dont care which one of yr aunt screws everybody and i also know that not everybody works here! Jeez!!!
Lee Sum Wan : Wheech Wan is my sis!
Mr. Sori : I don't know which one is yr sis! Why in gods name u think i do!? Look i got work to do and if i'm feeling mischievious i'll broadcast it on the P.A system saying, "Attention, someone called and said that anyones brother just got involved
in an accident. But not to worry no one got injured and no one was sent to the hospital. But everyone is going to the hospital anyways. The father maybe a somebody
but if u're their uncle, u're a nobody." how bout that!?




wah!!!!!! cannot take it, feet want to break le... haha~ so tired... went to jalan jalan again... this time w my ai ai and feli...

woke up, did some household chores and watched mvp valentine vcd... haha~ then met lay ping at westmall for lunch, makan at bk!!! hehe~ this time had rendang burger though, yummy... keke~ oh,and i bumped into my pri sch fran too, isaac. he saw me, then he like dun reallie recognise me, then i say u're isaac rite? and then he remb me, haha~ but he pronounced my name wrongly, then he down there insisting to get my name rite.. in e end pronounced correctly. ha~ one of e few who knows how to pronounce my chinese name correctly. after tt, met feli and her mum on e train, saw tiao kian as well... anw, we went to moe to apply for relief teaching, but when we reach there, e guy told us is apply online, then he gave us phamplets... sigh... wasted a trip down... sian. haha~ anw, after tt, went to orchard, feli's mum went to do passport.

at orchard, we started frm heeren. ytd already walked round heeren once, abit sian le. haha. todae walk ard looking for prom dresses, but nth very nice. after tt, we went to metro, got this prom section, alot of prom dress. then lp go and try this strapless blue gown(looks more like gown to me, although like casual kind...) and a black dress. the blue gown too loose, keep dropping, then e black one looks really nice on her. and she likes e black one, haha~ then tt girl suddenly make me try e blue one, and i can wear... hmm....ha lp assets not big enough keke~ and she has some wierd fascination w tt area la, everything she comment also on tt area one... haha.... she say very nice, but i dun feel comfortable wearing a strapless dress... haha. abit self-consious u know? hehe~ then walked to er... paragon. (or is metro at paragon??? hmm... k i forgot... haha)... then after walkling round, nth much le, too ex la, can see for fun haha~ next is taka, went to zara and guess, also nth really nice tt catches our attn, those tt r too ex haha~ on budget leh... then went to wisma, saw louis, marc they all... hmm, wisma walk walk, try some more dresses, haha~ too ex or not so nice on us, got no figure leh... keke~ then went to forever 21, so many ppl inside. anw, went to try dress also, e fitting rm very big, then we wanted to go in tog, but e person dun let. dun have one rm free, so lp went in first. then another person came out, and i went in. want to close e door, saw outside quite alot of ppl, then ask feli come in, and she snuck in... haha~ then two of us in there try dress, after awhile lp came and find us, then she also come in. then three of us in there commenting on each other's dress... haha~ ok, e dress i tried is black, halter, quite nice.... can consider. keke~

after tt, walked to scotts, walked into a couple of shops, all so ex... went to perfect in black, also so ex. e other teenagers in there all have e rich face look u know.. speak like rich ppl also... haha... after tt, went to far east there, went to the thai-chinese restaurant for dinner, hmm, not bad, cheap and gd. feli had pineapple rice, lp had beef kway teow, i had pat thai(er...i think this is e name... anw its thai fried noodles), and we share lemon chicken... keke~ yummy... but very filling, me and feli din finish... haiz... haha~ so wierd, eat lesser this few days, but growing fatter... reverse... haha~

then walk walk again, ended up in phuture london try dresses. by then is like 9 plus le, most shopes close le. when we went in, still have some ppl there, then we saw nice dresses, went to try... hehe~ then lp went into one, me and feli share rm again. feli's dress very nice, glam, but price not nice... haha~ anw, see if she can persuade her mum to buy... e dress i tried ok, but abit short... haha~ but i like e bottom cos very flowy and airy... haha~ then lp's one very nice, but her skin tone dun match... and e dress is pink wor... haha~ anw she let me try tt while she tried another, then e black one she tried not so nice, makes her look fatter, e pink one quite nice, i like... haha~ but hor, e one i tried is L, got alot of space at e waist there, then i tried e m, but er... my assets too big haha... abit hard to breathe... haha... so looks like have to get e l... anw its alright, i prefer looser abit to tight tight.. keke~ so this dress can also consider, if can i want this one... keke~ and then feli came back w another pink one, want me to try, but this one also tight...haha... and not as nice. and lp says me mum will like e other one, cos not as revealing, keke~ true true... haha~ and then feli tried another dress, but not nice... ha... she still prefer e other one, but ex...keke~ at e end, we left, we were e only ones left, and e shop abt to close le... haha~

after tt, they walked w me to taka there to take bus, they went to take 190, and i cont'd walking to skate park there to take 77, then they went by back alley, so when i walk very dark... and i walk fast fast, but ok lah, cos opposite have ppl, some more have quite a no. of cars... on e bus, i think i saw daphne, she sitting in front of me, so cant reallie tell. but she looks like, talks like and dresses like her lor... so i think is her... haha~ feli ask me to ask her to sing to find out, but she w another guy, so dun wan... keke~ oh, and lp msg me sae they two tmr gg to bugis, ask me wan to go, yep!!! since tmr my parents busy, i stay at home also nth to do, so go out lor... haha. but this time im wearing SHOES... sandals walk until too pain le... haha~ and yunli msg me also, he this week cannot book out... so sad.. tmr still have outfield camp. but he's happy cos next fri phase out, then following fri gg thailand for training... haha~ anw, i tell him he free then tell me, cos he owe me coffee treat... keke~ long time nvr see him le, last time i saw him was during love fiesta... at tt time still have nice hair... haha~

ritez, tt's all.. back to my vcds.. keke~








i cried myself to slp last night... again.... funny how i thought it was over and it came back again... one call frm idayu was all it took.... she called to ask if i wanted to go to sentosa next tues. then she told me she called jas, and jas will b bringing alvin. she called nisa,and nisa will be bringing wan, bao yue will bring gerald, and idayu herself will bring her bf... then i asked her, i go there and do wad? see them lovey-dovey ah.... ha... she forgot, i had no one.... i dont know y it shd bother me, but it did. all this while i had been holding it in, all these while i've been training myself to ignore those emotions, to focus on e road ahead... but one call, and everything broke. one call, and all those memories came rushing back. frm e day we met till e day he left, they hounded me, one after another.... till i began to tear in bed... i didnt know y, it juz started flowing on its on accord... and i couldnt stop it... i hated myself so much then. all i fought, only to break free at e eve of my last paper, juz cos of a phone call.... did i need those tears? did i need to feel tt pain again? i dont want to... maybe b4, i had e a's to focus on, to work on, and now tt it's over, there's nth to distract me... nth to focus my energy on.... i dont want to cry for him ever ever ever again.... i want to forget everything... i wish it was tt easy.... how does it feel, in this wide world where it seems like u're so alone, and yet u knew u once had someone? how does it feel knowing tt he has moved on, knowing he's onto to someone else, and u, after so long, face e threat of falling into tt hole again? i guess i shd reallie swear off e path of love... to nvr have to face this pain again. it wasnt worth it... i have myself to blame. myself, for letting my shell go. myself, for gg against my fears, and accepting him. myself, for breaking... i have learnt now, love is not worth giving up myself for... i will not love again. it is not a luxury for me to savour... i wont take what is not mine.... i will not cry again. i will be strong, and i will move on, and live a life of solitude. those demons shall not come to haunt me again...

on a brighter note, my exams finished today... finally.. haha.... after e paper, we kept screaming and hugging each other and jumping.... haha.... e examiners muz have thought we were a bunch of crazy ppl.... haha.... anw, after tt, met wenhui and nadiah, then me, tingren, wenhui and nadiah went to my house. nadiah wanted to pick my clothes for me, so i end up wearing jeans and my mum's top (which is now mine hahaha). yep, then we went to makan cheese prata, yummy!!! then eat halfway, started pouring outside, so nadiah and tr started to eat slower... and then e rain lightened, and they still havent finished eating. wenhui kept hurrying them cos she had to rush to somewhere, and nad kept dropping her food onto e table... haiz.... and after we payed e bill, tr didnt want to leave, cos it was raining still. she say dun wan to wet her hair... haiz... princess is princess la.. da xiao jie... then i let her and nad use my umbrella, me and wenhui juz walked into e rain. ok lor, not so heavy, e two of us juz walked quickly to e bus stop, then e two ladies stroll so slowly. cannot stand them. then we took 174 to orchard... haha, alvin ang saw me, then he msg me, say enjoy e rain, then i thought he was on e bus, but cannot find him. then after tt at one of e bus stop, saw him, he waiting for bus, then he saw me, then both of us were sian diao... haha. anw he msg me back, say he saw me waiting for bus... haha. anw, turns out he was gg to cut hair then go to town. then he say may see me there, and i told him then i have to siam him le... haha~ then we agreed to ignore each other if we bump into one another, end up i din bump into him... phew... haha~

anw in orchard, went to kino, wenhui wanted to buy book. then i went to seoul garden to look for my class ppl, they having lunch there, but i din join them cos i had made plans w nadiah and all already, then they last min then cfm... haha... so went there to say hi, then chat abit. and daisy gave me a card... so sweet.... hehe~ then after tt, went back to kino, search e whole store for tr and wh only to find out they were still at e same section we had left them at.... -_-"... then after wh bought her book, tr left to meet her franz, wh sent us to hmv then she left to look for her mum. and then outside hmv, this guy ask us for donation to old folk's home, buy coupon, so me and nad share, each person 2.50. then when we taking out money, e guy's hp kept ringing, then his fran came, and he complain to his fran, then he say kao bei la! and i looked at him, then he so embarrased, kept saying sorry sorry, i wasnt scolding u!! haha~ and his friend down there saying, later i help u scold him... haha~ then he thank us, then thank in english and malay, then asked us wad is shopping in malay, then nad tell him, but he couldnt catch e word, so i tell him juz say jalan jalan la... haha~ then we went to hmv, yay!!! they had bellefire's cd!!! yay!!! haha~ search for so so so long le... finally have my cd!!! hehe~ love bellefire, their songs r so nice and soothing!!! hehe~ anw, after tt, walked ard heeren... so many nice nice clothes and all,i wan bring my mum go shopping le... haha~ then go into so many shops, so tempted to buy things, but everythime nvr buy, cos scare not enough money. haha.... so like tt walked the whole of heeren w/o buying anything. i saw this necklace, very nice... wan to buy next time... kekeke~ then after tt, nad want to go far east, she looking for new sandals... so walked to far east. then her sandals no friction, and it was raining. then she keep grabbing my hand to maintain her balance. haha.... next time go shopping muz wear shoes tt have friction... haha~ tt y i love my sandals, cos have friction... keke~ anw, at far east, tt girl ah, walk ard the whole of level one not enough, cannot find nice shoes. end up resting at ljs, shared milo freeze. then i saw this girl who looks like my pri sch fran, but she w her bf, so dun dare to ask her. and i think she recognise me too, cos she kept staring at me... but she oso din dare to ask... so like tt she left le, i oso dunno if she is mi pri sch fran... haha~ anw after resting, went to jalan jalan again....

i bought a new shirt!!! keke~ green wor.. tr muz be happy hor haha~ i wear ur fav col... actually i wanted another design, a pink one then e pic very cute. but they only left w l, and L very big... so have to buy m. then i saw e green one, new design, quite nice oso, then since is new, they have m, so bought tt... so sad... e pink one only comes in lots, so like once tt design sell finish, wont have anymore stock le... haiz. haha~ and then, nad finally found e sandals she like, all e way in e second floor... and then she like 2 diff sandals, one is more formal one, gd for raya period, e other more casual. and she sat there for so long trying to decide which one to buy, then i kept telling her to get e one she likes more, and is more comfortable walking in... and e girl ended up buying both... -_-" haha... got money mah. after tt she still want to shop some more, not enough. she die die want to buy earrings and necklace. so went w her to tt jewellary shop we stopped by juz now, then she ask me buy sth oso, so we both have new accessories. haha... then i bought this butterfly earrings, very nice, cheap some more... keke~ and she bought 2 earrings... haha... and i chose a necklace for her, very nice on her lor... haha~ and then tt girl spend so much, only left w a dollar... end up i treat her to dinner, went to makan kfc's buddy meal.... chit chat oso haha... she kept telling me she very happy w her new shoes.. kept staring at em (she changed to e casual ones juz now, cos floor still wet, want shoe w friction)... haha... anw after dinner, it was 9 plus. walked ard orchard looking at e lights, so nice!!! e angels so cute... haha~ and then we reached e bus stop, took 174 w her... on e bus nad kept smsing, then i have to tell her when e bus moving so she can balance... haha. at one pt she was grabbing my hand to prevent frm flying, and i was thinking if she flies i'll be flying w her too... haha~ then she alight at my bus stop there, and i waited w 157 w her... then bus come, i walked home. reach home 10 plus, think its 10.30... haha~

walk so long, so shuang... now leg pain. haha~ tmr gg moe w lp and feli, then gg to jalan jalan again.... haha~ kies, tt all, bye!!

originally, this was sung by selena. bellefire did a remake. i love both versions!!!

i'll never get over you (getting over me) - bellefire/selena

I hear you're taking the town again
havin' a good time with all your good time friends
i don't think that you think of me
you're on your own now
and i'm alone and free
i know that i should get on with my life
but a life lived without you could never be right

chorus:
as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
long as the rivers run to the sea
i'll never get over you gettin' over me

i try to smile so the hurt won't show
tell everybody i was glad to see you go
but the tears just won't go away
loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stay
i know that i ought to find someone new
but all i find is myself always thinkin' of you

chorus:
as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
long as the rivers run to the sea
i'll never get over you gettin' over me

oh, no matter what i do
each night's a lifetime to live through
i can't go on like this
i need your touch
you're the only one i'll ever love

chorus:
as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
long as the rivers run to the sea
i'll never get over you gettin' over me
i'll never get over you gettin' over
never get over you gettin' over
i'll never get over you getting over me









1 DAY TILL END OF A's!!!!!!!!! HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterdae went to jrl to study w tingren and zhiyu. bought teenage, then buy lime cos got sly!!! keke~ and oli... and bought new paper.... wah.... bankrupt le. haha~ had delifrance fer lunch, remb last time go deli for lunch w lay ping every wk... keke~

anw, at e lib, went to e top floor to study, todae not a lot of ppl. me and tr sat round e chair cum table thingy again, then zy wanted to sit at e bench there. so we study like this for a while, everything was fine until this kid came to our table.

at first i didnt think tt kid will do any harm, juz thought she's like any normal kid, juz stand down there see wad u doing, then smile smile like tt. but she proved to be a terror. and she chose e wrong person to target -- tingren. first, tr hates kids, and second, she's not in a gd mood todae. so when tt kid was at our table, tr stared at her, wanting her to go away. but tt kid suddenly grabbed tr's notebk, and wanted to tear it, then tr grabbed it back, and i told e kid to let go. next thing, she tore up another of tr's notes and threw it into e dustbin. tr wanted to slap e girl seh, but she didnt. while i tried to grab tr's stuff back, she went to find e mother. e mother was juz sitting nearby, doing her own things and not caring abt e kid. then tr told e mother to keep her daughter in control. and e mother juz came and stood there and said, zheng wen, come..." the kid obviously wont listen to her la. and she juz keep tearing up tr's notes and throwing them into e dustbin. tr seriously damn pissed by then, she grabbed e girl's hand and kept trying to get her notes back. by this time zy saw e whole thing le, he came over. tr was telling e mother to control her own daughter, tt it's a shame she couldnt even take her daughter into her hands. then tr was fed-up, she told e mother straight tt it's very shameful on her (e mother). then tr finally managed to drag e kid away, e whole time e mother juz stood there, then i was keeping all of tr's stuff. then e mother was like, she's juz a kid. then tr retorted, she's juz a kid then she can do this, u're an adult, u get e notes back for me. i have to take an exam one u know. and the mother actually go and get the notes back frm e dustbin. like wth... such a pushover. no wonder her daughter is like this. then ironically, there came an announcement asking ppl to make e lib a conducive environment, blah blah blah, and here we r trying to deal w a terror kid and her equally pathetic mother. then e kid kept wanting to come back to e table, and tr juz dragged her away, and e mother instead of taking e girl frm tr, told tr to let go of her daughter. tr let go, then showed e mother e girl was e one not wanting to let go of her. in e end, e kid stopped attacking tr's notes, but she made off w tr's pencil. tr was telling us she very tempted to make e mother go and dig e dustbins for her pencil. wah, nvr see this kind of mother b4 lor...

then nvm, tt kid still not enough. she went to e vending machine there and grabbed this other girl's chips. then e kid refused to give back. e girl sked e mother to get her daughter to give it back, e mother juz sat there and stare at e girl. like wth.... at tt time i wanted to slap e mother. so useless. and in e end, zy told e girl to juz snatch it back. but tt kid wont let go, in e end e gal gave up, went to buy another. but e kid went back to e machine juz as e gal paid, and told e girl, nah ur chips. and e girl was so pissed, she "screamed", grabbed her new chips and walked off. so e kid was damn happy, have a free packet of chips, and e mother actually go and open it for her. like such a bad mother lah, encouraging e daughter to steal things. after tt not enough, e kid went to this table where e occupants had left their stuff and she took their things again lor. at this time me and tr kept looking at zy's stuff, getting ready to run and carry tt kid away if she goes near his stuff. zy went to look for a librarian. then finally the mother and e kid went off, zy came back w e librarian. e librarian later told us tt e mother refused to admit tt her daughter did all those things. wth seh.... e mother deserves to be shot. senile. then this grp of girls sitting beside us was telling us tt mother was truly useless. then they kept saying e mother, was so funny me and tr kept laughing. we were laughing at how pathetic e mother is. e girls very nice, they were telling us how if it were them they would have juz slapped e kid. then we were talking abt wat to do if they came back. tr was like, we shd throw e mother into e dustbin. haha~ but really, its not e kid, its e mother. no wonder e kid came out like tt. i wont be surprised if she grows up and get into a hell lot of trouble.

after tt, it was silent for awhile, me and tr went back to studying. and then e mother came back, but this time they sat in another section not far frm us. and the kid kept beating e mother and all. then zy took his things and sat w us, then we saw wad tt kid doing. she run ard, keep neating e sofa and all, making a lot of noise. at one pt she nearly took away this guy's slipper. then e security guard came, and he told e mother off. after he walk off, e mother let her kid run ard again, she even played w e kid! my goodness, terrible. and then e security guard came back and "escorted" them out of e lib... haha... finally they r gone. we have peace.

after tt, contd studying... chatted a bit, zy told us if it was his class guys dunno wad happened to e kid le. and then we tok abt e usual stuff lor, then tok abt e pageant and all.... yah, study and talk. haha... study until 7, then we went off. tr no appetite, she sick again, so we didnt have dinner tog. she went home. zy also had to go home, then he ask me go take his bicycle w him, then he send me to e bus stop. then at e bus stop, e idiot bluff me say tt bus coming wasnt 66, lucky i saw, slap him seh. he more blind then me.... haha~

reached home, mum ordered pizza for dinner... yippee!!!! she told me raining heavily, tt's y she didnt go shopping, so i can come home for dinner. then i told her abt tt kid and e mother, and my mum said, luckily u have a gd mother... -_-" trust her to say that... haha~ but yah, lucky she not like tt mother seh, or i'll shudder thinking how i'll be like now... then my dad come home, and we told him tt story, and he told me tt e mother could have trained e kid to snatch things, so e kid can like snatch all e valuables and all. either tt or e mother is juz plain senile. yah... quite true. this kind of things r very common overseas, so y cant it happen in sg. next time if see tt kid again(i hope i wont), my dad says make police report if she does e same things....

ritez, tt all tt happened. really, if tt mother cannot handle a kid, for goodness sake dont have one. she was so pathetic lah, so fed up w her seh! is like, even ppl like me who like kids cannot stand tt girl, and tt girl deserves to be beaten. but e mother juz stand there and nvr do anything, like wth seh. such a failure. e kid wont thank her when she grows up man. if e mother doesnt do anything now, e kid will grow up to be a mess. her future would be ruined cos of an incompetent mother. not tt im cursing e kid or anything, but its e truth lor. juz look at them and u will agree...

okies, tt all. tmr last paper!!! yippee!!!! jiayou peeps!!!! e end is near... kekeke~






1 more paper to go till freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe~

wow, how long i nvr update le????? keke~ sowie peeps, been real busy mugging e past few days... okie, recap:

fri lit paper 8, 'twas e unseen paper. all i can sae tt it was truly e hardest paper so far.... im least confident in tt(& hopefully it'll b e only one). gosh like out of 4 passages, only one made sense. e other 3 were like ????????????? but since we had to do two out of e four, so had to choose one out of e three.... so far i dun know anyone who did e poem, though it was pretty interesting. e prose i was tempted, but then i din even know e guy was altrustic(how to spell....) haha~ id have been marked as grossly misreading if i did tt.... so im left w e comparisons... comparing two poems on.......... da wind. yes.... leading to a thunderstorm.... haha~ so do tt lor... some to think of it they can write on wind, i wrote a poem on da clouds b4... haha~ not bad not bad, wind and cloud quite close. keke~ so yah, e hardest paper. haiz. juz hope i din do badly :) *cross fingers*

sat went lib to mug w tr, met lp and ziwei dere, oh and saw min kang too... haha. he saw mi first while i was looking fer seats, tt guy mugging fer bio w his franz. keke~ he gg for chalet... yepz. anw, found a table in level 2, studied w tr fer awhile, until..... tt security guard come. at tt time we weresharing table w another two ppl, one uni girl and another adult. then tt guard come and chase all of us studying away, say go top floor. then e uni girl smart, throw her things dere and go off, pretend go toilet. then left me and tr there, e guard came back and stare at us (and some others), then we heard him complaining into his walkie talkie tt still have ppl studying... liaoz grow-up lah ... haha~ anw, we saw lp and zw pack up, then mi and tr also pack up, then while packing e adult sitting at our table was giving us various tips on how to bluff e guard, he even offered one of those thick thick books tt he was reading to us so as to pretend we were refrencing... haha so nice rite... but we declined. anw lp came and look fer us and we went up tog. found a chair (sofa... wadeva), used it as table, mi,tr,lp,zw and er... their classmate(i think is weiming?) sat there studying. and where there is lp there will be chattings. haha~ she disract everyone lah keke~sit there and plan after exams schedule, then tok tok, then next min folding shirts and skirts and wadeva w papers... haha~ end up all of em folding stuff while i was freaking out cos mi classmates were msging me asking if i was studying hist already when i was still studying econs.... haha~ die die... keke~ then 6.30 mi parents pick me up, went to imm e la-mien restaurant fer dinner!!! yummy keke~ then went home...

sunday - mugging at home. piah hist.

monday - ie today. marathon papers. econs paper 1 (mcq), econs paper 2 (data response and case study) and hist paper 2 (SEA). now my finger hurts like hell... haha~ anw econs ok lor... haiz. hope can do wel. then lunch at kfc w nadiah, cos e muslim stalls not open. after tt sch in sch mug, then went for paper. paper was ok, better than e european one, no chu pattern qns this time. and hwa chong finally spotted their fav source-based topic, this yr came out on malayan union. haha~ then i did e one on trad political leaders retain powers after impact of colonialism- how far do u agree.... then did e one on nationalism developed cos of colonial rule (pre-war), then e last qn i did was on post war, second ww led to failings of european imperialism (or sth like tt)... yupz... overall ok, practiced many times b4 yah... haha~ so yupz it was ok. then after e paper, ms lim came in, then she gave us farewell speech, say until i felt like crying. then i turned ard and saw nisa, then i told her "todae is e last dae our whole class will be together.... " (cos not all of us take lit), then was like want to cry liaoz lor.... then like trying to ren, purposely down dere smile smile, then e ms lim keep on toking... but reallie she's a great teacher, sacrifice so much for us... we owe her so much.... one of the best teacher ard.... many of us feel e same way.... juz hope we dun disappoint her can le. den after tt, went out of class, saw nadiah and wenhui, then told them i feel like crying, then wenhui says she was crying when ms lim was talking, then after tt my tears suddenly juz stream down my face, then i started crying while walking down e stairs. then wenhui keep scolding me cos she says she see mi cry she wanted to cry again.... haha~ i think i thursday will cry again lor... hhaha~

hmm.... latest news is my granfather is in hospital. he had diarrhoae, then went to e hospital on wed, was supposed to be discharged on fri, but doctors found out he had pnuemonia, so now he is there under observation. last i heard his condition has stabilised.... i hope it doesnt get worse. i dont think he can make it if it does... he's 80 odd, having diabetes and stroke and now pnuemonia.... sigh. it feels like deja vu all over again... prelim was my grandma in hospi, tt was quite bad cos e operation went worse than they thought.... now a levels grandpa in hospi.... sigh.... and im stuck in sg sitting fer my exams.... i can only pray and hope for him... so useless.... haiz...

oh well... tt all fer now. tmr meeting tr to study at jrl. byez....




two more papers down, four more to go!!!!!!!! hooray!!!!!!

yesterday was lit paper 1. reached sch early in the morn, went to lib, studied w chang and miq, then their maths was over, so chang went to look for karen, left me and miq... haha... tt miq say want to stay and disturb me.... *BISH* keke~ but i think i disturbed him more... hahaha~ then tingren came and find us, study abit more, then e princess say want to makan, so we left. then miq followed us cos in front of him (e benches outside art rm there) had this couple hanky-panky, so he went w us to cafe.... keke~ then down there crap some more.... haha~ supposed to study, but miq distract us haha~ then after tt, baoyue and gang came up, so e cafe inside was like mainly arts students, then we all discussing lit, very noisy haha~ e cafe ppl also cannot stand us le keke~ after tt, lit paper, was ok. arnand very gd seh, spotted so many qn. e othello one, one is he spot, e text-based is we do b4, so i do text-based keke~ then e hard times one.... i also do text-based, cos e notes he gave us, had exactly one analysis on e same text!!! super lucky lor, haha~ then silas marner, i did the one on "everything comes to light"... haha~ ok lah this one, juz dumped in everything i know abt e secrets in sm... keke~ so overall it was ok... hopefully can do better than prelims....

todae, econs... and it was a RELIEF!!!!!!!!!! haahah~ reached sch early, on e way had a nightmare on e bus... like wth rite... and i wasnt even sleeping, it happened while i was stoning.... haha.... then reach sch, went to cafe and study w lay ping and her friends.... they funny lah... econs so zai... haha... stressed.... then e last hr, all down there crapping and joking, also no mood to study le haha~ so went in there, its wierd cos i juz felt..... calm.... yah. though im not like 100% prepared or anything, i tot i would be freaking out, but i wasnt. and then i got e paper... and i saw e qns.... and i felt like jumping out of my chair and giving a "WOOHOO!!!!" keke~ cos e 3 qns tt i did were all topics i was banking on!!! hahaha~ so yah, i was lucky... keke~ and for e first time, i felt relaxed doing them... and i actually completed all 3 essays!!!! wow~ haha.... hopefully i'll top it off by getting gd grades! :D keke~ *prays*

then after e paper, nadiah they all wanted to eat cheese fries... so we walked to e kfc at 7 eleven there... on e way, was walking parallel to monkey, but tt guy blind or sth, din see me... muz be thinking of e eye candy think until blind liaoz... haha~ dun care him... anw went to kfc, shared a meal w wenhui, nadiah shared w yati... feels so gd seh~ after econs, it was like a weight lifted out... feels so gd!!! keke~ it was a gd meal keke~ next thurs, we gonna camp and makan cheese prata!!! haha~ then after tt maybe go shopping keke~

well... left lit p8 this fri, econs p1 and p2 and hist p2 on monday and lit p4 on thurs.... better study!!!! if all goes well, i could get gd grades fer a's!!! hehe~ ok, tt's sth i'll pray will happen :)

bro leaving for japan today, sch trip...lucky him. so now im home alone cos cant go to e airport.... yuupz..... they were showing spirit.. sth stallion... haha~ its tt horse cartoon... really nice... e horse was so cool!!! haha~ when it was caught and it was trying to break away, i was rooting for it.... and i was laughing so hard when those idiots tried to use force to ctrl it and it juz kicked them away... so funny... u go spirit!!! keke~ stupid fools dont realise wild animals cannot be ctrled by force... haha~ serves them right. such a nice show... also quite sad, esp tt part when it said bye to e indian.... so sad..... but well, in e end, e horse is free!!! some more had a gf worh~ haha~ so cute seh, how he try to court e female horse.... hehe~ kawaii~ very short show, only 1 and a half hrs... but nice~ keke~

alrighty, tt's all fer now... still trying to fig out where i shall study tmr.... darn those neighbours!!! another one go and start renovating e house... ass.... this means 4 ppl r renovating.... gosh, im gg to go deaf... ha... oh well, see ya! cant wait for a's to be over!!!!!!!!!! kekeke~




SELAMAT HARI RAYA ADILFITRI!!!!!

been studying lit e past few days.... sigh.... been neglecting my lit, now i feel so guilty.... but then my econs is like shit still.... how how? some more econs is after lit.... sianz.... how how.....

did silas marner yesterdae... basically silas marner is e story of a weaver. he was falsely accused of theft in lantern yard, and his belief in man and god shattered, he left lantern yard and settled down in raveloe. he becomes a miser whose only love is gold... his gold gets stolen one day by dunsten cass and a mth later silas finds a toddler by the name of eppie on his hearth. thru her, he is once more integrated into society.

so many essays i have read refer to e story as a fairytale.... and they refer to godfrey cass's story as more realistic. but i particularly like terence dawson's essay on e importance of nancy lammeter. i find his view tt e story is nancy's story rather than godfrey's one reallie interesting. it makes sense. anw godfrey's story is that he has been tricked into marrying a barmaid,molly farren, by his brother dunstan cass. however he cannot let anyone know of this marriage and is thus subsequently blackmailed by dunstan to get money for him. godfrey is in love w nancy, but due to his secret marriage, he dares not court her. on new yr's eve, molly decides to pay a visit to godfrey and announce tt she is his wife (see,being rich ppl, they will be having a ball at tt moment). however she dies on e way and her daughter eppie finds her way to silas' house. godfrey does not acknowledge e child,prefering to keep it secret, and marries nancy. 16 yrs later, nancy is barren, and his secret comes to light when he tells nancy of it. they try to adopt eppie but fail. eppie stays e silas and marries aaron winthrop while godfrey and nancy remains childless but their union is strengthened.

ta-da!!! waahaha~ i dunno, but i find silas marner really nice... and i like doing the essays... keke~ i hope they come out on e parallels of e story... like silas and godfrey, or silas and nancy.... kekeke~ yuppz...

now im gg to study hard times! i love sissy jupe esp when she confronts harthouse... its like, U GO GIRL!!! keke~ tmr is othello!!! keke~ dun think i'll be blogging fer a long time after todae, cos this and next week's tough, 6 papers... yupz. so see ya peeps!!! take carez!!!!




todae went to lay ping's house... supposed to study, but hehe~ anw, reached lot 1, went to mac to take away to lp's house to makan. went there, she say can eat in her rm, so makan there, then she trying to figure out how to pack all e food she bought for her laogong (cos he gg to thailand), then she keep taking out tins, then walk ard e house looking for boxes, then try to put in all e food inside e metal tin... haha~ inside have biscuits, one mini mini cup noodles, dried fruits etc... ha.... so sweet... but end up she couldnt fit everything in, so she decided to use e singapore poly tt bag we got frm open house... haha~ then put inside tt bag and put into a plastic bag... keke~ nice nice....

after tt, i took out my econs notes, want to study one, but she hor... very bad, distract me. she suddenly start taking out photo albums... ask me see e uwa one, then we tell stories and recall all those fun-filled days... haha! only then did i realise tt she didnt know abt e marc and feli in e toilet one... so i told her e story, laugh until like siao... hehe~ so fun.... then we pour over e assumption album, look thru e photos, so nice... haha~ then she start showing me her pri and baby time photos... ha... her face no change, e features still dere... keke~ mine is like, ppl say i look very diff when i was young and now... haha~ then saw e kindergarden photos, u know we both in d same kindergarden! keke~ but diff class... her class have manping and vivien(jj one), then see them in kindergarden... but vivien like look diff oso... haha~ all cute cute one... kkeke~

after tt, we talk abt prom nite, she show me e dress she wan to buy... oh yah, i forgot, on e bus to her house we were talking abt our dreams fer e bus few days.... haha~ then i told her i dream of jj prom(like wth rite haha), then describe to her e dress i dreamt i was wearing... haha~ i wan to go shopping le... keke~ then we talk abt e hairstyle we want to do for tt nite and all... haha~ then lay ping suggest we on christmas eve (kathy's bd!!!) or chirstmas we go shop fer prom dress, then wear, then go try out e hairestyle we want and see if nice or not, if not nice on tt day can change... haha~ not a bad idea... keke~ so those go out w us during christmas can get preview haha~ :P

and we talk abt wad to do after a's.... sure go shopping spree!!! keke~ then say wan go m'sia play!!! keke~ not bad... hee~ can stay at my relative's house... and bring them ard go makan and shopping!!! keke~ hu wan go??? keke~ then also say wan have movie marathon, bring e vcds and all come my house watch haha~ can watch all e lotr movies keke~ :P

then she suddenly start grinning evily... and next thing i know she started playing w my hair! haha~ show off her clips and her hair-styling... do bun and scorpion and all... haha~ make my hair even more messy :P keke~ my hair also nice to play... haha~ then we trying to fig out how to tie using chopstick, then i do fer her, but as soon as do finish le her hair fall back down... haha~ :P

then like talk and play until 5.30... oops, have to go home le~ then i went to e loo, inside there her cuzz come and disturb me, knock on e door, i come out he hide behind e wall... haha~ then i play w him, pretend to like lecture him, down there say "u naughty ah...", then he keep laughing and hide in lay ping's mother's rm.... keke~ so cute!!! haha~ then lay ping tell me he wanted to look at me... haha~ like everytime i go over her cuzz will come and run in front of me and stare at me.... haha~ so cute.... after tt went home le....

ah... daphne finally out of sg idol... keke~ i voted for oli 3 times!!! keke~ then sly once... haha~ kies tt's all fer now, chaoz!!!!

*13 more days till end of A's!!!*





went to westmall to meet tr todae.... she wanted to take my lit notes to photocopy, b4 tt went to makan. but cos i was early, so went to ts vision to check if new police story come out le ma, but then havent. bought a-mei's new album, they had e china one, perfect for a person like me (gg bankrupt hehe~)!!! ha... her voice still so nice!!! and her songs still so gd!!!! keke~ cant wait fer her to sg fer concert again!!! kekeke~

yupz... then went to food court, met jessica and hannah, chatted awhile then went to buy food. keke~ bought some tim sum, then we bought kway chup, yummy!!! keke~ after eating, went to sweet talk to buy drink, so long nvr drink bubble tea le!!!! keke~ but e honey milk tea a tad too sweet, make me more thirsty :(.... then went to photocopy e notes, ha tr keep stepping into puddle of water haha~ tt girl princess seh, muz purposely walk along e shelter there so tt e xiao jie wont get wet (raining mah).... ha....

after tt, had to rush home. ha... spent too long outside le.... mum and bro back frm shopping at chinatown... NO FAIR!!!!!!! i want to go shopping oso!!!!!!!!! *cries* ha i wan go shopping spree!!!!! kekeke~

oh yah, xiao chian msg me to tell me his store have e first and second week's kitties, then he ask me which one i want.... meaning i have finished mi hello kitty collection!!!!!!!! whee!!!!!! keke~ :D mi kor so nice... haha~

vicki zhao's new album coming out!!!!!!!!!!!! whoohoo!!!! hehehe~

sg idol!!!! go oli go!!!! kekeke~






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watched 2046 juz now... ha i can see why pei xuan says its real nice. its actually quite sad.... e darker side of love.... hmm.... thought-provoking. once gone, its hard to find it back again....

ha i was so engrossed in e movie tt while cooking, i accidentaly overcooked my egg.... haha~ stupid rite? keke~ oh well.... spent more time staring at e tv then cooking haha~ lucky no accidents happened haha~

hmm.... practiced econs e whole of todae, later tonite having econs tuition. juz now lay ping msg me ask me want to go bugis walk walk, but then i have to meet alvin ang at 3 plus, he wanted to borrow my avril cd, so cannot like sneak out to go bugis haha~ me naughty hor... haha~ but in e end din go.... sianz.... i wanna watch princess diaries 2, but lp watching w her lao gong, ha so nvr watch. in e end i stay at home study....

then met ang, passed him e cd, liaoz tt guy call me avril freak... OOI! IM NOT A FEAK!!!!!! hahaha~ im a FAN... got diff one leh... haha~

yay!!! after so long, i can finally hear my blog music le... keke~ nice hor.... its frm honey soundtrack. i like this song, i find it very uplifting. keke~

k, tt's all fer now, chaoz!
-my shortest entry after so long!!!! kekeke-




hello! no papers todae.... but went to sch to study... had to photocopy some more econs essay practice qn... yup yup....

reached sch ard 11.30, saw desmond in canteen. he like so poor thing like tt, one person sitting in e middle of e canteen tryin to take his medicine and busy sneezing, so i went over to talk to him. then he tried to chase me away, then i say nvm cos i myself juz recovered only, wont fall sick so easily. then he say he was trying to avoid everyone, and has been rather successful until i came. hahaha~ too bad :P then he damn mean. he ask me why nvr study for math, then i say i nvr take, then he say oh yah hor.... then nvm, u can sit here.... -_-" yes like tt.... *BISH* ha then he try to eat medicine eat until so difficult.... he drink e lemon thingy, but he drink hor, have to add ice one (when supposed to drink hot), and he muz drink w mentos sweets.... crazy... haha.... then down there crapping w him, haha.... tt poor guy so sian, cos sick during math paper,and is his best subject.... keke~ yah then monkey and tian lin came, tok abit then they went back to lib... we were talking abt lasik, me and tian lin wan to go... haha.... ex leh.... 1,000 plus, but compared to last time much more cheaper le.....

after tt, miq came over, he oso sick, so i was stuck btw two sick guys.... hahaha~ then me and des makan, mk came back again, then des teaching him math, mi and miq having bitching session!!! hahaha~ on our fav teacher... kekeke~ yah then chat abt alot of stuff.... after awhile, silvest came.... and miq was telling me abt his theory on mk's accident.... he was trying to prove tt i saved his life by ans tt phone call... his theory is cos it takes him like a few seconds to make tt call, so tt few seconds made him slow down, so since he slow down, when e car hit him, it wasnt like those fatal ones where once hit will die.... so he says i saved his life... i was like "DOTS....." like tt also can.... hahaha~ then he and silvest debating abt tt theory while mk disappeared (muz be flirting again). after tt, silvest and mk gone, then johnson came and he makan lunch... haha. if i had known would have asked him come out for lunch earlier, than he wouldnt have to rush thru his lunch... hahaha~ then he eat finish, they all went to their exam venues, left me and miq. we went to benches there w chee chang, then miq and chang went com lab, i went to lib to photocopy things.... photocopy until my card no value, juz nice had to leave the lib, cos they got some function or sth.... todae and tmr.... sian.... sat at bench there and study.... was like quite productive until miq and chang came back hahaha~

then start crapping session.... we talk abt life, our fav teacher(HA),mr koh, music, girls, guys, love, ns blah blah blah.... i find their thoughts abt r/s during ns very interesting.... someone told me tt he didnt think r/s during ns will last, so better not be committed, but these two diff. they see ns as e best time to test the strength of e r/s, if can survive, it will become stronger after e guy comes out of ns, if it doesnt then it means it wasnt meant to be.... hmmm.... how true. ha, so now chang gearing up le... muz prepare...haha~ all e best to him and karen haha.... yah and we talk abt AKUM (anti koh undergrd movement). they were telling me abt their plan for mdm koh after a's.... haha~ i remb shenlyn ask me to join their movement in june (for certain reasons), then miq says i shd be one of the active members.... dots.... hahaha~ but got nth against e other two kohs... oni mdm koh hahaha~

oh yah, then tt chang wanted to disturb hanan they all, who were making a lot of noise upstairs. so he go and take a stone and throw up, can hear they all down there OOI!!!, but chang behind pillar or sth, then they cannot see is who throw one... haha~ bad ah chang.... keke~

hmm....after tt, chang left to look for karen at 5, left me and miq crap abit more, then miq went to grandstand to look fer hanan they all, i think they all play soccer, me went to look for des to get back my calculator. then after tt saw mk, his face damn black lor, he like see me want to beat me up like tt..... super scary.... den tok abit dun disturb him le, wait provoke him... then i left... cos tt nadiah ah left w/o me.... *BISH* make me look for her for so long hahaha~ took e same bus as diyana and vivien, crap again. keke~ todae is crapping day!!! nvr tok until so much crap for so long le... haha~ feels so gd to juz crap and laugh.... gd de-stress!!! keke~ although like super unproductive... haha~ kies, enough crapping, back to studying!!! hehe~

tt's all! chaoz!!!!






ah.... hist paper 1 is over!!!!!!!!!!!!! yipee!!!! took it todae....sian.... hahaha~ hmm.... reached sch ard 10.45, liaoz the bus driver drive until so slow, some more so jerky, make me feel nauseous.... haha~ k.... actually since i woke up havent been feeling well le.... kekeke~

reached sch, went to lib, wah! shenlyn, miq and zamir already dere mugging... ha... and i joined them lor. mug halfway, zamir and miq went to com lab... sigh... guys will always be guys. anw juz cont mugging lor....haven finish studying italian uni and ww1.... sigh.... if i had known i wouldnt have studied italian uni and napoleon le.. yah then when e chem paper was over, in came a grp of j2 gals, they were so noisy!!!! in e end, shenlyn got so fed-up, she went to ask them to lower their volume....wahahaha~ me, miq and zamir were like rooting her on.... yah then e gals shut up lah... haha

then 12.30 went to makan lunch w shenlyn, jess joined us.... yah.... nth much lor, juz sit there and crap, try to de-stress.... shenlyn kept joking down there, telling stories... like she and her prank caller etc... ha.... hmm... another person kena prank call, but for her is e caller will call and scold vulgur languages, until shenlyn was so fed-up e next time he called she asked him to shut up. haha.... u go shenlyn!!!! keke~

erm.... then had hist. sianz.... the qn were like unexpected lah. like e source-based one, chu pattern. give on public opinion, we all stunned down there. huh? public opinion caused ww1? huh? lol.... lucky was source-based, have sources to help. somehow i manage to link it up alliance system.... hmmmm.... then e essay qns also chu pattern one lor.... e french rev one, how far and why did e aims of revolutionaries change frm 1789-1793... all i know is frm e beginning of french rev until e fall of the jacobins, then i juz crap lor.... crap on how intially e constituent assembly wanted constitutional monarchy, blah blah blah, then girondins w power, louis xvi powers reduced but still can veto laws, then e jacobins vs girondins..... haha~ when i do tt qn tt time, i felt like giving up le, but i told myself not to, cos still have 20 more mins, still can write alot, who knows maybe e pts r related leh... then some more still have two more qns to do... sianz... so push myself on.... then e nationalism qn was on bismarck, how consistent were his aims and methods.... all i write is wad he did, then i say his aims were in reality to ensure Prussian dominance and german unification was secondary, juz crapped lor... then say very consistent lor, talk abt e 3 wars talk until 2 pg plus hahaha.... then e last qn, russian rev, k lah this one not so chu pattern, on how far did nicholas II caused e downfall of the tsarist regime in 1917, basically i saw it as causes of feb 1917 russian rev.... so juz write lor. din complete, i crazy lah, leave only 30 mins for tt qn, haha.... want to die..... in e end still can crap until 3 pg plus.... not bad keke~ but i realised thruout e paper, i didnt feel like writing, try to make my hand write faster, my hand refused. sigh.... oh well.... there goes 3 hrs worth of writing.... kekeke~ hand pain le.... haha~

hmmm after tt, nth much. went home, showered, watched e 2nd part of speed's concert, so nice seh.... they perform, e jap crowd juz dance along w them, so cool.... then got one part, they show e small girl following speed's dancing, so kawaii!!! keke~ hope they have some more concerts.... still waiting for them to come down to sg, but dun think it'll happen, cos by rite they supposed to break up le.... haha~ but yet they still manage to remain close friends, can tell by tt reunion concert how close they r.... most bands break up le their r/s turn sour, look at spice girls, westlife, boyzone etc..... all like not close friends le.... sad sad....

ritez, i think zy fed-up w my comp le hahaha~ somehow cannot install e chinses thing, so my comp still cant read chinese.... haha~ after a levels, i tell him to come my house to help me check my comp haha~ as long as he dun crash my comp can le keke~

movies im gg to watch after a's: bridget jones' diary 2 (w jamie!!!!), princess diaries 2, bride and prejudice, alexander e great (colin farrell is so hot!!!) and so on haha~ cannot remb, but these r my top few movies. keke~ hu want to watch w me??keke~ oh yah, im gonna watch 2046 vcd too!!! mi parents bought le keke~ then still have passion of the christ, american history x, the hours, confessions of a teenage drama queen, prince and me, you got served etc.... alot hor? haha~

okie, i have problems TAGGING, so to EVERYONE who has tagged, here r my replies:
-jean- haha~ i think i juz ruined my reputation ;P no lah,dun piss me off can le. piss me off and i turn nasty, kekeke~
-maryam- allo allo! haha, yah i think she is, u shd see e way she was gg on abt keith and his stingrays.... keke~ anw, can help me spread e word to hidayah and haysrina? thankz....
-layping- im ok, no sweat! keke~ he's not bothering me now... thanks fer ur support yah :)
-tengz- u buy for me lah!!! kekeke~ anw, wan study w me?? keke~ can go westmall's bk study, very conducive kkeke~
note to all w friendster accts, can u check if ur testis r still there or have been deleted by e system??? mine have all disappeared.... :(

2 papers down, 6 more to go!!! next paper : next tuesday.... ganbatte!!!! study hard everyone!!!! jiayou!!! chaoz!!!!




hmm.... todae kena woken up at 8.30.... this time my downstairs neighbour was doing i-have-no-idea what but it was bloody irritating and damn loud. at 9 i gave up and woke up..... at 9.30 all e other neighbours having renovation started drillings..... i think i seriously need to buy ear plugs soon..... being deaf would be a blessing then.... haha.... talk abt noise pollution..... negative externality lah.... creating ext cost..... shd complain to e govt to internalise this cost.... wahahaha~ gomene... too much econs :P

then went to sch.... reached ard 11.30..... went to lib to study w yana and zarifah... met alicia there, she ask me la8er makan w her.... so i told tr i accompany alicia. anw, tr have baoyue they all to eat w, so i accompany alicia lorhz.... haha~ yah, study until 12.25, went to get my notes back frm jia hao(thank god). tt guy funny lah, pass me e notes, din say anithing, juz run off.... and i mean RUN.... nvr see tt guy run so fast b4 haha~ kk me mean.... :P

went back, study a while, then alicia wanted to makan.... so went to makan... she grilling me abt e chalet, then we talk abt e leadership camp tt ms kit lee msged me abt, then she tok abt oliver and e rest of our ex-classmates.... maryam gg fer chalet... yay!!! then alicia kept gg on abt how she wants keith to go cos he does e best stingray (haha)... then she kept gg keith.... keith..... machiam like lian ai (tt correct???)like tt... haha~ and then she purposely start to grill me abt my "love" life.... she kept saying XXX likes me, hai wo nearly choked on my food... arh, y she say until like tt...???? ?_? i so desirable meh???? wahahahaha~ tot i scared most guys away hahaha~ but no lor... i dunno lor.... then she say i bluff.... she say i blushing, but i was sneezing.... haha~ caught me off-guard, suddenly ask mi if i like him... i was like dots..... no lor..... but she dun believe.... haiz.... wad to do? hahaha~ but seriously tt is like so far frm my mind now... i juz want to get e a's out of e way b4 i think of other things.... yupz.... anw, i dun think i'll be entering into any r/s soon.... i learnt some things, like how love is not enough.... its not enough if im e one who is committed, who trusts but e other doesnt... its not enough tt im e only one who's willing to give my all.... so yah....i prolly wont be getting into one fer a long time... even if i did like tt guy it wont be enough if i cant feel secure.... haha~ guess my phobia of having to go thru pain is worse now.... oh well....

come to think of it, the thing tt hurt e most when he decided to break off wasnt tt he din like me anymore... in fact if it was juz tt i think it might be easier for me.... but wad hurt e most was realizing tt he din trust me, tt he wasnt ready, tt he didnt want to commit, tt knowing he didnt want to commit, he still dragged me into it.... it made it seem like wadeva he said then was a pack of lies.... it made it seem like he trivilized e whole thing, made it sth so simple, sth not worth any effort... dont worry, im not crying... i dont feel anything now, which is gd.... all i feel is a sense of lost, cos i lost a friend as well.... ppl who look at us prob go bull-shit, but i know e truth. and e truth is i lost a friend too.... oh well... but since he made tt choice, so be it. i cant do anything abt it. im juz happy to not be crying or anything rite now... maybe its e exams.... haha.... too occupied w e a's le.... maybe its xiao chian and e kitties... kekeke~ or maybe im juz turning into a les.... wahahaha~

anw, after lunch, went back to mug.... at 2 plus, idayu,yana,zarifah left for their paper.... then tt wan and gang entertaining everyone else.... so noisy haha~ after awhile, saw desmond, then he and his fran study w me.... yah then saw mk too.... looks like both of em woke up late todae.... tt desmond super lame lah.... cannot stand him... u know how he spell recognise? recGOnise... hahaha.... oh no.... now guys cant spell as well... hahaha~

studied until 5, chased out of lib cos closing... went home w tr.... now it feels weird not having samurai x ard....

kies tt all fer todae... byez!




todae had gp paper... first day of a levels.... sigh. woke up, wasn't even feeling panicky or anything, there was this weird sense of calmness. somehow, i felt like it was juz a normal exam. e fact tt it was e a's and i've basically spent half my life preparing for this has not sank in yet. is tt gd or bad? or maybe i am freaking out but is like somewhere deep deep down inside.... haha~ oh well.....

anw, gp was ok. i did this qn which was considered a killer : "discuss the appeal and value of fantasy stories and films." hmm.... when i looked at e qns, i juz crossed out everything except 3 qns : e young in sg one, e advertising one and this. well... then i din reallie know abt tt young in sg one, so out. advertising.... well, my knowledge of media is mainly on media violence. i dont have enough substantial evid for advertising, so eliminated (gosh this sounds like survival... hahaha~ or maybe e bachelorette :P). so im left w fantasies.... wahahaha...... turned out tr did e same qn too... and we both brought in utopic lit... hehehe~ i even talked abt japanese mangas like inuyasha, pokemon and all.... wahahaha~ i hope it's not out-of-pt....

then p2 was ok.... liaoz tt examiner give mi heart attack siah.... when do aq tt time...not enough space, so i raise my hand, then ask e examiner is cont behind or write on e foolscap.... then he say write on foolscape.... so i write lor. then he came back awhile later and tell me to write behind, cos not supposed to submit any other additional materials. so i copy over.... then wasted some time.... then time up le, guess wad? e chief examiner said those w additional materials pls fasten ur sheets w e ans booklet.... -_-""""""".... this means tt i could have saved 5 mins.... 5 mins can write alot leh!!!!!!!! and then, i was wondering if write behind accepted or not, cos like everyone else write on foolscape....wat if dun accept then how??????? haiz...... yah im tt paranoid when it comes to exams... haha!

and i swear tt portion of e floor where i was sitting at would crash through one day.... seriously. one e teachers walk past, u can literally feel the table sinking to one side.... it was tt scary.... haha. wad happens if the floor cracked? then u'll see me and saravanan falling down into e canteen. haha. kk, im paranoid. sigh.

after tt, i was looking ard e whole sch for jia hao... tt guy arh, promised me he'll return my hist notes todae, but call him he nvr pick up e hp, sms him he din reply.... wth... i was getting really really worried.... i mean, my hist paper is on monday lah, and dont u have e decency to return me my notes after i have been kind enough to lend them to u?????? until now i still cant contact him..... die lah.... how how how how how?????????? HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit lah.... i seriously have to get back my notes!!!!!!! esp since they r french rev!!!!!!!!!!!!! god, this cant be happening man........ ass lah........ I WANT BACK MY NOTES!!!!!!! U FUCKING BASTARD WHO TOOK THEM AWAY GIVE THEM BACK TO ME!!!!!!!!!! i am seriously getting very very pissed.... i want to go to his house and yell at him to give them back to me. except i dont know where his house was.... ass lah him. fuck off!!!!!!! give mi back my notes u fucking freak of an asshole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after tt, was dragged to makan mac at jp... i cant believe e white kitty is sold out!!!!!!! and todae only then start selling!!!!!!! wth???? but luckily it was sold out, cos i din buy, den xiao chain later told me he bought for me le.... keke~ so nice my kor.... haha~ too bad new police story haven come out yet.... cannot buy for him hahaha~ our deal. he buy kitties for me, i buy new police story for him. hey! 2046 vcd come out le.... costs 9.90.... so cheap rite? me want to buy... pei xuan say its very good.... then i think i might like it.... cos both of us got same tates when it comes to chinese movies..... both of us love crouching tiger,hidden dragon and hero.... yup yup... major money-saving coming up!!!! kekeke~

i still cant believe bush won. i cant believe it! i can nvr forgive him for tt iraq war.... NVR EVER EVER!!!!! he stated that he wanted to go to war cos of nuclear weapons. tell me then, where r e nuclear weapons?! not only have they not found any, they have left iraq worse than b4!!!! e ctry is now faced w terrorism and there is no law and order. the us soldiers r being stranded there than being allowed to go home. is this fair? how can u acct for the lives lost? all e innocent lives? u send innocent young men to war, yet u cannot guarantee their survival! and now they r left there to fend for themselves.... call urself president. what president? u dont deserve to be one. waging war on innocent civilians is no excuse! u did so out of ur selfish actions! yes, saddam hussien is a menace who needs to be removed, but NOT at the expense of the ppl! it is so unjust! my heart ached for them whenever i watch them there helpless.... so poor thing... watch farenheit 9/11 and u'll know y.... and wad abt tt crap abt not needing un's permission to wage war anymore.... how can u do tt?! u r seen as a superpower, a leader.... and yet u set double standards. u terrorise and force ur allies to support u for ur selfish cause. and how can u justify ur ctry being allowed to have nuclear weapons? where's e sense in tt? how can u deny others and yet allow urselves to engage in nuclear weapon making! seriously no sense!!! well,at least he's against stem-cell research. e only thing i agree w him.

singapore idol... all e best olinda and syl!!!! u rock!!!!!!!!!

ps... btw, i changed e song to i believe by yolanda adams... quite meaningful and perfect for this period! jiayou everyone!!!




went to westmall to study todae... on e bus, yvonne called to say she coudln't make it... nvm, since mi already on my way, decided to juz go dere and study. went to bk, not a lot of ppl, had lunch(MUSHROOM SWISS!!!!!!!!) and started mugging. heh.... so many ppl mugging... keke.... no wonder e place so quiet keke~ not bad.... more productive than i was at home, so next time can go there study.... keke~

also, when i went there to study, mi headache stopped.... maybe cos no more of tt drilling bah... haha~ hmm.... headache caused by those drilling???? hmm..... wonder if it will come out for gp tmr..... consider e adverse effects of noise pollution. i will write splitting headaches!!!!!!!!! hahaha~ kk, crapping..... haha.... so yah tt also y more productive.... keke....

hmm.... feels so wierd now walking along the corridors.... they have finally finished scaffolding (ie, painting the exterior of e house). so now, it feels wierd cos got no more of those wooden poles..... when they scaffolding tt time the whole area was filled w wooden poles, it looked like a dense jungle..... now tt they have been removed, it looks so airy and spacious.... haha~ like not used to it liaoz... keke~

hmm.... i wanna go for lasik surgery.... now prices have dropped by a thousand.... and so many ppl gg for it. for me is i have to go, cos my degree too high le.... 1000 over.... 1500 is the highest u can go, once hit there, chances of u becoming blind is very high.... and im like near tt optimum le, so have to go. steven also ask mi to tell him if i going, cos he also has to go.... his degree ard e same as mine. LASIK surgery is a laser technique to correct myopia, now it costs ard 1,500 onwards (i think). it only takes 15 to 20 mins to perform the surgery, they give u numbing eye drops b4 gg abt it. after tt, ur vision will be blur for ard 3-4 hrs, after which it shd improve. then u can go home. like so simple rite? haha.... not gd for e wallet though.... haha.... have to start saving, cos my dad says if i want to go for it, i have to use my own money..... haiz...... wad to do? it is a must for me, even my optician recommends tt i go for it when i can... since im 18 le, i qualify for it already, but might have to wait till im 21 cos have to earn money first. heh.... first big thing i'll be spurging on for myself.... keke~ well, its for a gd cause.... for e future of my eyes.... hahaha~

kies,tt's all... chaoz. last epi of kenshin.... no!!!!!!!!!

ALL the Best fer GP yah! remb to use PRESENT TENSE(muz remb ym!!! very impt!!), address e qn, ans in context to SINGAPORE(esp if they specify ur society/ctry).... er cant thing of anything else le..... bring ic and entry proof and pencil case and jacket and urself... and ur brains and ur hands.... haha. kies byez! JIAYOU!!!




woke up yesterday w a running nose..... was like sneezing the whole day.... used up 6-7 packets of tissue in sch..... ha now i look like rudolph.... :P so sian..... tmr exam, now sick.... sigh.... hope faster ok, cant allow it to affect my performance.... sianz.... gp muz at least b3....(yah i lowered my standards.... but hopefully can get a).

this morning woke up to running nose, headache and tt stupid drilling.... ****..... how i wish i could kill those ppl... inconsiderate fools... why cant they renovate in dec when everyone has finished their exams..... ass..... as though two ppl drill not enough, today had 4 ppl drilling..... %#@*.... it was so bad tt when i tried to get up, there was pounding in my head and drilling all over and my world juz started spinning... i thought my head was gg to burst.... yah well i collapsed back on e bed after tt and gritted my teeth.....

later, im gonna check out the cc... hopefully they have a study rm.... if not i might go to baeuty world mac or westmall's lib.... yah. shucks... if this cont i can juz go kill myself.... argh..... stupid inconsiderate fools.....

ritez, tt all fer now... i think i better go do sth abt the headache... bang the wall or sth.... ha.... rite byez ppl.... take care of urselves yah, dun like me... ALL E BEST FOR TMR!!!!!!!!!!




todae woke up...was damn sian.... so while makaning breakfast, watched mtv, they were showing room raiders. quite stupid show. the guy was gg to three girls' homes to like check their stuff, and frm there guess their personality and pick one of them as his date. in e meantime, e girls can only watch in a van as he goes thru their stuff (incl underwears and what nots, all things private), check for stains(yes even those naughty ones) and wadeva.... liaoz if it was me i'd feel outraged and violated. esp since tt guy is so not cute, is a jerk and makes such stupid comments and remarks abt the girls. like hello, what's wrong w writing poetry, playing the guitar, liking purple, liking mr potato head (and not like as in kinky) and wadeva.... tt guy deserves a tight slap. quite clearly, he's a megalomaniac. he's a mcp (read: MALE CHAUVINIST PIG), self-absorbed jerk who thinks he's so cool but in reality he is not. like what right does he have to read other ppl's love letters OUT LOUD?! man, i was rooting for e gals when they had their chance to go thru his stuff, although they were (and i was) very grossed out. like he has condoms lying all over his rm floor, e comp had lists of porn sites, playboy mags lying all ard, and dont even mention his bedsheets and wadeva. eew. and he says the gals were disorganised. look who's talking. when he booted out two of the gals, they looked so relief they didnt have to go on a date w him. haha. and tt poor girl who got chosen couldnt wait to get rid of him. haha. talk abt one of e worst males on earth.

after tt, tried to study. barely 5 mins into it, my neighbour's house started drilling.... then i remb he was having renovation, until like near e end of my a levels. brilliant timing. i was like **** off!!!!!!! then another neighbour also started drilling(later i found out his house also under renovation), i was like -_-"". not even blasting my cd player helped. and then i decided to get out of e house.

met johnson fer lunch at bb mac.... so mani ppl.... he late, so i studied while waiting. then he came, and we go order food... and i got two kitties :) 1 purple (for mi fran cos xc already help me buy) and 1 dark blue.... and mdm heng, who served us, recognised me... she was like, u like kitty so much ah? hehehe~ then aunty june saw me (she in kitchen), and she was like "MEI MEI!!!!!" hahaha.... then aunty linda,who was w aunty june, also saw me. then she ask me y now holiday nvr go back there to work, and aunty june ask me how was my exams. i was like, my exams haven even started... how to work? hahaha..... then linda ask mi when start, i said this week... then she tell mi go eat already muz study.... hehe... so nice.... they all always advise me to focus on studies first, and if can, get a better job than mac.... muz really thank them for eveything. for teaching me and being so patient to me. for being so nice and caring. i learnt to be more vocal, to speak up, ha and i had to smile so much more... keke~ maybe tt's y i make friends so easily now bah.... muz be tt smiling thing.... keke.... plus also had to learn to interact w strangers... oso kena hamtam by one customer b4.... haha..... yah isnt it amazing tt a seemingly simple job like mac can actually teach u so many things? i believe those who have worked there b4 knows what i mean.

after that, went to popular w js, he want to buy a bk, die die today muz buy. but popular dun have, then went to san bookshop, also dun have. end up he say wan go jp, so we went lor.... then there e pop oso dun have, only then did he check where got... and lot 1 had 2 copies.... i was like -_-".... liaoz juz now at westmall he din check, come jp then check.... end up lot 1 got.... frm westmall to lot 1 nearer then jp to lot 1 rite..... liaoz then tt js still die die todae muz buy.... say later go lot 1.... dots.... he todae oso determined to travel ard the west of singapore izzit...

after tt, js say go lib study, went to children's section.... surprisingly quiet. sit there study awhile, than chen chen and jason came.... three of them super noisy not enough, tt stupid mk oso come. four of them go and sit on e floor and created a din.... liaoz can throw shoe seh.... lib supposed to be quiet one lor..... and then the librarian came and chase them out.... haha..... end up left js and chen chen in e lib w me.... then cc go find bk, say want to find tintin, came back w tamil bk(?). he blur, thought inside got pics can see, but he flip open, all in tamil... haha.... he sian diao.... went to change bk. then after changing multiple bks, he complain dun have tintin, and i ask him if he knows tt e lib got those comps w catalogues can check.... dots... then he "oh ya hor"... dots dots..... end up still no tin tin bk... haha....

then zy msg me say he wan go westmall.... so i accompany him... on e bus he pass to me mi orange kitty!!!!! yay!!!!!!! kekeke~ then he go and fold the heart thing... ah sowie tr... but i forgot how to fole le... *bleh*... k lah not bad lah... even though he say long time nvr fold le keke~ thankz.... then at westmall... he drag me to search for food... tt guy another pig leh.... liaoz one pig in mk not enough, now another pig pop up.... diaoz... no wonder those two gay partners... haha~ he bring me to bengawan solo, then go shop and save, then he decided he prefer bs, so went back there... diaoz.... then after tt walked ard westmall (AGAIN!!!!!!!)... haha... i very sian by then keke~ overdose of wm haha..... yah then 5.30, left.... at e interchange there, he seriously damn lame lah... like wad is wrong w e guys today seh... is it LAME day????? could have died there and then.... wad board the bus, go and slap the driver for being late, run down the bus, take taxi and go home.... siao... u pay for my cab fare lah..... then e bus driver came, then he was like "y e bus driver board e bus by the back???" like how i know like tt... then he ask me to slap e bus driver for doing tt.... dots... i so bo liao ah, anyhow slap ppl.... want to slap oso slap u rite.... hahaha~

and tt marks e end of my day out... haha... sianz.... tmr gg to sch... now suffering even more lameness frm zy (liaoz 50 bucks rupiah become 50 BUGS rupiah... want bugs go jungle find lah want or not) and chen chen..... haiz... poor me... sth wrong w e guys todae.... haha~ kies tt all... byez....