tried to come up w a new layout for this new yr but alas, tt layout have some probs w e tabling, so i switch back to this layout for e time-being, until i can figure out wad is wrong... yepz. okies, and also i promise to upload all e grad nite fotos on this blog, actually i've uploaded e pics to my laptop, but fer some reason or other, i cant update my blog using e laptop, i keep getting signed out frm blogger, so now, i have to load e pics to my comp... so yah, i'll do tt tmr... keke~ okies, back to today...

w a new yr, i hope to make a new start and forget abt last yr. but seems like my parents r making it really hard for me to do tt.... everytime they r ard, they'll ask mi abt my job thing, they want to make a fuss out of it. they dun allow me to move on, they want me to hold on to e textbks and make a fuss, complain to e teacher and act really upset.... like hello? as if they will take me back like tt... if i do tt, it juz goes to show im not matured, and they will definately not hire me, have they ever thought of tt?! of course not, all they care abt is tt their name is saved, since they consider it shameful tt i lost my job... like what the hell... and instructions have been given to my bro to tell any teacher who asks tt im not doing well, tt i always lock myself in my rm, blah blah blah... oh my god, i've suddenly become so fucking pathetic cos my parents want me to be so! idiots man... they r ruining my future... cant they juz drop e subject? cant they juz move on, like i am? why all these fuss? its a screwup, yes, but dont tell me they nvr screwed up b4? so yah, i was upset, but it doesnt help tt im upset, i juz have to move on! tt was past, i juz want to move on, and find a new job. how i wish they'll juz shut up already! but they wont listen to me... of course not, im not important, im juz a tool for them! assholes..... and to make things worse, they r only giving me a week to look for a job! like hello?! since they cant vent it all on e sch, they r venting their anger on me! they say a week later, if i cant get a job, i have to do volunteer work! i dont mind volunteer work except for e fact tt i'll starve to death in e process cos i wont get paid, and my parents wont be giving me any allowance! so how e hell am i gg to volunteer when i have no cash on me! god, i juz wish they will use their brains! and of course, my dad has to accuse me of lazing ard not doing anything and being lazy.... HELLO? LAZE ARD!!! was he born on mars or sth?! hey! he was e one who forbid me to look at other job options after i signed up for relief, and now he accuses me of lazing ard?! like how am i supposed to look for jobs when companies r closed for e new yr?! i cant belief how stupid he is! and they dont allow me to go job-hunting tmr cos i have to stay at home for what reason i dont know! so how am i suppose to look for a job, much more within a week?! argh!!!!!!! e stupidity of it all.... honestly, i cant stand them anymore! they r being so childish, and worse still, they r my parents! i feel so ashamed.... i dont know how am i gg to face those teachers in aes when i do go back to visit or wadeva.... my reputation is so gg to be ruined by them cos of their inability to let go! sheesh! somebody, PLS help me!

as it is, they always like to ruin my happy mood w their insensitivity.... oh well... so here's y i was happy: PHANTOM OF E OPERA!!!! yep! i watched e movie today w tingren, tt feli only had lunch w us, cos she has to meet kennard at 3... tt idiot. steal away my feli, muz go and scold him liaoz.... so anw, e movie is at one, and gosh, it was nice! so what if it left out some parts, e essential story is there... and it was quite nice.... and i was so excited when i heard e songs being sang, those familiar music and lyrics, i used to listen to them when i was a kid, and at 6 yrs old, i was singing phantom of e opera... like huh rite... yah... even my parents were shocked... yepz.... im so gonna buy e soundtrack man....

yep, e show was nice, i enjoyed it.... if given a chance, i'll want to watch e actual musical too.... yeah.... okies, tt's all, parents yelling at me again... argh!

phantom of e opera
Christine:
In sleep he sang to me
In dreams he came
That voice which calls to me
And speaks my name
And do I dream again?
For now I find
The phantom of the opera is there,
Inside my mind

Phantom:
Sing once again with me
Our strange duet
My power over you
Grows stronger yet
And though you turn from me
to glance behind
The phantom of the opera is there
Inside your mind

Christine:
Those who have seen your face
Draw back in fear
I am the mask you wear

Phantom:
It's me they hear

Both:
My/Your spirit and my/your voice
In one combined
The phantom of the opera is there
inside my/your mind

Chorus:
Hes there
the phantom of the opera
He's there the phantom of the opera

Phantom:
In all your fantasies you always knew
That man and mystery

Christine:
Were both in you

Both:
And in this labyrinth
Where night is blind
The Phantom of the opera is here/there

Inside my/your mind

Phantom:
Sing, my Angel of Music!

CHRISTINE
He's there,
the Phantom of the Opera . .

Phantom:
Sing...

Christine [Opera Singing...]

Phantom:
Sing...

Christine [Opera Singing...]

Phantom:
Sing for me...

Christine [Cont'd opera singing until the end...]

PHANTOM:
Sing My Angel Of Music!

(Christine cont'd on a higher note)

Phantom:
SING FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!

[CHRISTINE ON HIGHER NOTE... ENDS]