so todae when i went to work, i had a shock. i wasnt expecting to see mrs ooi back today, only expecting her to drop by tmr. so when i saw her, i was so surprised. n even more surprising, was tt she was taking over frm me today. to tell u the truth, im quite pissed. first of all, i had no warning of this. i wasnt even prepared. i mean come on, she extend also nvr say well before hand, now coming back also never tell me. i feel a little used u know. plus, i've already planned what i wanted to do with my classes today. spend some time with them before i leave. from the looks of it, i wont even get a chance to say goodbye. and nicely enough, they immediately started pilling me with relief, such that when the scs passed me my relief duties for the day, i got a shock. cos first, i thought i was still having lessons and she was coming in to see. tt was what mr lee told me tt morning. and then suddenly, without any warning or notification, i had relief n lessons clashing. n so it turned out i suddenly had no more classes cos mrs ooi was taking over with immediate effect, i also had to spend my time doing relief n cancel my plans with my classes. so yah, i was pissed. if u knew me well, u will know i hate last minute stuff. esp when i have already planned everything nicely n u come n ruin it for me. i hate it a lot. i mean, would it hurt to even tell me?? apparently it does, cos i wasnt informed n i went around like a blur sotong, with this huge question mark on my head. but what can i do? i am after all nobody. i come and go as they please. that's the system there n u know what? i juz cant wait to leave.

however, tt was decided for me too. when i next met mr lee, he told me tt know i will be taking over from him for 3 days, i.e. till friday. wow, assumptions have been made tt im free. as a matter of fact, i had made plans. sorry to tingren n jamie tt i had to cancel them. while i wanted to reject it, the practical side of me knew it was stupid to give up 2 days worth of pay (at 65 a day tt's a lot) n my parents would most definately kill me. hence, my decision to shoulder on for another 3 days(including tmr which is supposed to be my last day, but as usual, not). the good news is i dont have to prepare any work, as mr lee has prepared them for me already. the bad news is i've still got to wake up early n my body is already on the verge of collapsing due to fatigue. thanks to the late nights i spent rushing through my farewell gifts for my colleagues n students. all of a sudden, once more, im hit w the news tt those late nights were for nothing. i could have gotten my sleep n finished e gifts by friday. darn. well, i shall remind myself its 3 more days n then i'd like to take a break.

i guess after this, i wont be working much anymore. perhaps occasionally, do camps with innotrek n all, maybe even do volunteer work. i'd also like to spend a week or two with my friends, travel to another country nearby, like malaysia or indonesia. i'd like to do that with them b4 another chapter of our lives begin. i think it would be really nice n fun. anyone want to go????

anyway, i was able to swap with my colleagues n managed to get 3/7 n 3/6 for relief. so im able to give them e gifts today. well, 3/7 got cards frm me plus those folded straw hearts n 3/6 got origami roses (thanks ping n shen! my lifesavers). in addition, i bought marks n spencer biscuits for them. since they all ate those biscuits, they have to by hook or by crook score an a for n levels for me. hahaha~ as for the bad stuff tt happened, on acct tt im gg to leave soon (i hope), i shall leave them out. bad memories are not worth remembering.

alright, tt's all for now. see ya!