hmm...todae's been normal so far...ha....as normal as it could get.

well...i juz want to let you know that i did not be your friend bcos i pitied you....i KNOW that you don't want anybody's pity, and i won't use pity as a reason to be friends with you. i dont see the point in being friends if that is my reason. get it?

you say it depends on me if i want to cont being friends w you. i'm buried 6 feet under with work, and the last thing i need is more probs, esp when it comes to relationship ones. this time, i wont kill myself with so many stuff. i have to get all the work settled first. i don't know what i should do. maybe i'll just kill my heart. happy?

i guess you're just sick and tired of hearing the same things all the time. guess everyone will be at some point or another. sorry to have bothered you. rest assured that i shan't bother you with such trivial matters again.

the only person you can ever trust is yourself. no one else. well, its just me, myself and i from now on.

broken pieces-me

you once said that you love me
have you forgotten
were those empty words
words that meant nothing to you at all
you used to hold me tightly
like i was the only one
i can still feel your arms around me
but it don't mean anything now

you,you,you had a part of my heart
you,you,you lifted it high and
you,you,you watched it fall and break
into a million pieces of me

you used to plan for our future
but now you have taken it all away
the future holds nothing
nothing for us to see,to feel
i've lost my soul since the day
you decided to go away
an empty shell i lie
here, close to insanity

you,you,you had a part of my heart
you,you,you lifted it high and
you,you,you watched it fall and break
into a million pieces of me

i yelled, i cried, you left me here helpless
i loved, i hated, now i've lost all hope
tell me how long it'll take
for the pieces to form again

you,you,you had a part of my heart
you,you,you lifted it high and
you,you,you watched it fall and break
into a million pieces of me

i love you.....
but it don't matter now