i hate my life. i hate all of them. i hate marc for messing me up inside, so badly that i can't even recognise myself anymore. i hate him for having the ability to leave me stranded here, between sanity and insanity. i hate my parents. they dont understand me. they always think im playing, or out hanging w guys, god, my mum even thinks im as gd as a pros! WTF! i hate her. and i hate my dad! they dont listen to what i have to say! all they think is im not studying, im playing, im not serious. if im not, why the bloody fuck did i come to jc for? just to suffer? i dont see the pt in living anymore. i guess this world is just too small for a person like me. i hate this. i cant stand it anymore! i want to just leave.... cutting myself, inflicting pain on myself wouldnt work anymore. i hate my life! i hate everyone who makes me feel so miserable, so useless! im HUMAN for goodness sake! cant you see....but you wouldnt care. you'll all prob be happier seeing me at a girls home, after all, you say im rebellious. im nvr gd enough for you! WTF. i dont care. i QUIT!