i was so pissed today. first, relief in 2/4, they refused to stand up n greet me, esp this 2 guys, juz being plain defiant. so i made them stand, n waited for them to be ready. n they started complaining, talking back, hurling insults n wadeva, so i talked back to them, using the same tone. end up making them stand for 45 mins, after which they were pretty quiet for the last 15 mins. apparently, tt was one of e rare occassions tt tt class was quiet.

n then, those idiotic students of 3/8 got themselves "suspended" again. so less than half e class was in class, which was fine w me. n then during e last 10 mins, those "suspended" came in n put down their bags, n while some of them stayed in class, e rest went out, saying they have to "continue their suspension". n those idiots lied to me. to think tt i believed them! they actually went for early recess, n went caught by a teacher, they told her tt i released them early for recess!!! so when i went down to e staff rm later, tt teacher was so mad at me, i was in trouble. when i found out what they had done, i juz felt so mad n betrayed, i felt like screaming at them n crying. to think tt i trusted them. to think tt i believed in them, n nvr gave up on them. to think tt juz ytd, when they complained of gastric cos they couldnt eat while being suspended, i actually gave them food to eat n water to drink! n yet they did this to me. n tt shao wei still have e nerve to lie to me in my face when i questioned him! n e chinese girls could still happily greet me as though nth had happened! i am so pissed at them! i cannot believe they could do this, but they did. i dont think i will ever ever trust them again. i'll be a fool if i did! i juz felt like quitting rite then n there, juz so i wouldnt have to see their faces. thank goodness tmr they'll all be missing sch cos they'll be out visiting an ite. tt bunch of idiots r going to get it frm the dicipline master tmr. n they will get it frm me shd they happen to unfortunately cross my path. n these students actually lied to e principal n said they were suspended by mr lam, but when he checked mr lam didnt even know abt it all! e same bunch lied to me n i am most definately not gg to let those imbeciles off.

1wk n 5 days left. let's hope i can survive those few days w/o vomiting blood n gg mad shall we?