played table-tennis(tr, ur ping pong ball song...) and went to the gym today. somehow, instead of feeling like i lost some weight, i feel as though i had gained weight. hmmms.....

mum asked me if i found a boyfriend in uni already today. i nearly gagged when i heard that. good thing then, that i had bread for brunch and nothing else. why on earth would she think that? hmms..... anyway, i told her that i find one girlfriend for her can lah... haha~ ah no, i am not lesbian. i'm juz stuck in the middle. o_O

but seriously, i dont think i'll be getting one anytime soon(bf, not gf). too many ppl that i know of have fallen in and r now nursing the scars of a lost love. some have given up on life, and are driving me bonkers just trying to convince them that life is more than that. others have those bruises and haunted memories to remind them of a disastrous relationship. and there are those who are just too hurt or jaded and lock themselves away. there is no way that i will allow myself to go thru that rollar coaster ride again. why risk going thru sadness and pain when you can remain happy as a singleton? im loving life, i've found real friends, i've got my kendo, im proving myself to people, hey! i dont need no excess baggage ard me. life's hard as it is already, no point making it worse.

oh yah, n mum was gg on to dad(tt's cos that baka was speeding and all) how she wants to live to see her kids get married and she wants to carry her grandkids. bro remarked he would not get married. i just silently laughed at that. honestly. haha~ but anw, if i were to remain a singleton, or even if i do get married, i'd like an adopted kid. haha~ single mum w an adopted kid. cool. haha~ and i'll get one from a third-world country. poor souls growing up in a harsh environment w/o anyone to love them. but my heart will probably break at the sight if i go visit them, and then i'll have difficulty choosing one. hahaha~ and in case you're wondering, i've sort of decided on this since i was a kid. yeah. even my ex knows abt it. haha~ great, i think no one in his right mind will want to marry me know. hehe~ marry that girl who's off her rocker? no way! i'd rather go marry a sheep! hehe~

n we have started calling sponsorers! yeah yeah! haha~ ok lah, 3 companies have expressed an interest in learining more about the bash, and one has rejected. so not too bad there. yeah! ganbatte gals! most efficient babes ard. haha~ oh, n know what? while out shopping w mum today(n family), saw this makeup shop at wisma, true colours, so i told mum to wait for awhile, n i went in there, asked a few qns, n got the namecard w the main office number! whoohoo! 2nd time i did that.... hahaha~ i think i seriously having overwork syndrome, as philip said. haha~

and i got new ladies sandals today! haha~ frm charles n keith! mum woke me up this morn to tell me two of my current ones are abt to go into the bin, so we went shoe-shopping while bro n dad went to kino. yeah. ahah~ so i have new sandals! woohoo! n i ordered my gi,hakama n shinai already, korean set. yeah yeah!

tt's all for now. meeting my cosmetic grp at 10, then have to get a hold on my hw!!!! eek! n soci text on wed! double eek! haha~ im so deaded man...