sianz.....sianz.................. sianz.............. hahha.... wake up, study study study....whee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday, watched this movie on hbo... din regret watching it.... reallie nice to watch....its abt this grp of hawaiian kids, known as e lolos, meaning low-ppl, ppl who wont succeed in life. one day, they entered this science competition w only e support of their new science teacher... to everyone's surprise, this unknown team of lolos won and got to participate in e grand finals in australia. then in e end, they won against all odds...woohoo...

i love this kind of movies, where the underdogs win....somehow, juz watching e show, u find urself rooting for them, experiencing wad they feel, so tt when they won in the end, u cant help but jump for joy as well.... their try-hard, nvr-say-die attitude, their determination to prove themselves to everyone.... wow... timely at a time like this... makes me think, this is wad jj students r facing, ppl dont expect us to get gd results and make it for the a levels, like the lolos, we dont expect ourselves to either. but its all in our minds, cos we think we cant, so we cant. if we think we can, so we can.

i've got many detractors to prove wrong... those who doubt me. family, relatives, family friends..... whoever. yesterday, my cuzz said sth which hurts me alot. he said
tt i juz need to aim to pass in my a levels, tt's all.... i was like, wad the hell? am i seriously tt bad? tt hopeless? tt gone case? no!!!!!!!!! i am not! i will not be!!! i will prove u wrong. juz like i proved them wrong dring my o levels, i will do so again! straight As and an A1 in gp might seem impossible, but it will be my target. so wad if i fall slightly short of it. juz as long as i dun JUZ PASS my a's. i will make it to uni. juz wait and see. i will prove u wrong. all of u. i have enough of ur shit. u think i cant make it, u can go to hell, u know why? cos i will. even if i have to die in the process, but i will. juz wait and see.

asses.... if everyone in jj had this mentality tt we could do it for e a's, and aimed for the sky, maybe one day, we could be e top-scoring jc in singapore. dont laugh, its not impossible. nth is impossuble. its all up dere. its all up to you. whether u want to or not.

i dont want to see anyone surrendering anymore. i dont want to see anyone quitting this fight anymore. i dont want to see anyone studying juz for the sake of it, juz bcos they have to... i dont wish to have to hear/read anymore of this shit. c'mon ppl, its e last stretch.... lets juz work hard for it ok? 3 mths.... 3 mths to liberation.... think abt it. 3 months of hard work for 6 mths of play.... isnt it worth it? wont it be more sweeter knowing tt what u have spent 18 yrs of ur life working so darn bloody hard for has finally paid off? why give up now? 3 more mths.... think la... after this, u're free.... lets juz all work hard for it k... for urself, to prove others wrong, for ur future.... its seriously not too late to start... i mean, look at me... u think im studying tt hard? no.... but tt doesnt mean im gonna give up. i havent surrendered yet.... neither shd e rest of us.... hope we can all make it together....

ritez, im outta here, time for more french rev.