no new results todae... paul chow hasnt marked finish my class scripts.... so no screaming frm him to me hahaha....

my patience w two idiots in my class is getting very very short.... they're just testin it... one day im seriously going to blow up and yell at them.... really. for heaven's sake, stop whining and complaining about everything under the sun!!! pls, u r guys.... stop acting like girls (or rather, worse than girls....) so what if ur hist consultation slot is at 2 plus, aint my grp's fault. serves u right for not booking it fast enough! who ask you to keep procrastinating... its nobody's fault except yours!!!!!! your arguments are not even legitimate, neither are your accusations! and just because you cant get the things you want, doesnt mean that others are at fault! stop putting the blame on ms lim! U SHD BE THANKFUL TT SHE EVEN BOTHERS TO HELP U!!!!!!!!!! u think u're so good, well i dont see u scoring a or anything. u say that ms lim is being selfish, tt's y she chose to put u guys at such a late slot. for goodness sake, god didnt give u a brain so tt u can make such childish remarks!!!! use ur pea brains and think! before u, she has other grps consulting her too, plus on fri she is already FULLY BOOKED. its not like she placed u ppl there on purpose, who ask u to be so slow!!!!!!! u r like wat, one of the ppl scoring the worse hist grades in class, and she is wants u all to go for consultation to HELP U for A's, is it so hard to just go?! not like u will die right. u aren't the only one who is sacrificing ur time, she is too! AND FOR UR BLOODY SAKE! u dont even deserve it! hell, she's so much more busy than u, but all u do is complain about how unfair it is! fuck off and shut up! find someone else to listen to ur whines, just stay the bloody hell away from me!!!!!!!!!

what more, i have to clear up the shit for u time and time again. the case of u and ur gf is one. pls, keep ur hands, mouths, wadeva off each other will u? u rant and rave at ppl who spread the videos and msgs abt u two, but yet u have no qualms abt putting such acts of display in public, seriously can u blame them? U URSELF R NOT MUCH BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!! and ppl dont go to class to see the two of u kissing and wadeva, go get urselves some other secluded rms, not our classrm, thank u very much. ppl go there to study or sth, not watch some entertainment we honestly would rather not see. IT IS SIMPLY DISGUSTING. its gross! have some decency will u? how abt being more considerate to others? honestly, even other couples dont do these, at least they have the brains to keep such acts in private. or do it somewhere else. instead of criticising others, take a look at urselves. sometimes i just feel like puking watching the two of u!!!!!!! somebody just shoot me.

AND, if u dont want to go to sch, or attend any lessons, dat is ur own fucking problem! dont drag me into ur shit as well! tell the teacher urself if u're not going to turn up, dont ask me to do it! im in enough trouble as it is trying to find excuses explaining ur absence, while u happily hide in some corner w ur gf doing god-knows-what. talk about being considerate, u r so damn inconsiderate. if it were a few times, fine, but not ALL THE TIME!!!!! and u wouldnt even help me even if my reasons were perfectly legitimate!!!!!! wtf... im so sick and tired of the teachers coming after me, asking me where the hell r u, asking me to call or msg and find out the reason for ur absence, asking me to find out if u're even going to turn up!!!! and im sick of having to keep piles and piles of ws and what nots for u when u dont even bother taking them frm me!!!!!! and if i pass them to u, u start complaining and whatever! FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I WOULDNT TAKE THEM IF I DIDNT HAVE TO, U BLOODY ASSHOLE!!!!!!! thank ur lucky stars i actually did alright. and if u dont turn up, that's ur own prob, ur own fault, have some decency and ask me what the hell u missed, not EXPECT ME TO REMB EVERYTHING FOR U AND TELL U EVERY SINGLE DETAIL!!!!!! U CAN GO TO HELL!!!!!!!! i am not ur personal secretary or diary or whatever, i have MY OWN LIFE as well, i cannot remember everything for u! stop blaming me if it slipped my mind alright, u're the one at fault in the first place! SO JUZ FUCK OFF ALRIGHT, JUZ FUCK OFF! IM SICK OF U, AND IM DISGUSTED BY U!! u dont deserve any respect from me, or from any other self- respecting individuals out there!!!!!!!!!!! IM NOT UR SLAVE, IM NOT UR SERVANT!!!!!!!!! STOP TREATING ME LIKE ONE!!!!!! get a life, stop living off others. GROW UP!

argh, just typing this makes me want to puke... ewwww......... rite, now tt that's off my chest... moving on. erm... not much le... lunch w tr in e canteen, miq joined us. hell ya, two pink freaks hahaha! yup, miq is a pink freak too! haha~ tr cant stand us le heh~ me and miq were comparing who was pinker, liaoz his rm damn pink la. dots.... haha. he super funny... describe how pink his rm is, then realise how gay he sounded... haha... but anw, pretty refreshing to see a guy so proud of being a pink frek. yeah man. u go miq!!!!!!! hahaha~ and we were talking abt e hist-geog camp, those were e days man... laughing at tt time, guorong kena chased by policeman, super funny. those who wanna know, ask me urselves. oh yah, he was also telling me how mk and silvest damn scared to play wc against him... haha... yah lah miq, u very gd lah, study more lah hahaha... if not, next yr can have competition on who pinker, u or deniece... haha....

ritez, then came home le. tt's all. byez!

the rose - me

the rose bloomed in the summer sun
i lifted my hands
my heart sang for joy
in its full beauty
our love blossomed
i was mesmorised
by its glory

a petal fell, it cant be saved
my tears flowed
the heart breaks
what happened to
my lovely rose?
once it was beautiful
now it has grown to waste

memories shroud me, unwanted
i was lost
in another time
the thorn pricks
blood will not be stemmed
i am reminded
of my present misery

my arms flailed, i clutch nothing
the rose lays wilted
in its exquisite vase
this emptiness stabs
at me, i feel
pain. tell me
why have you gone?