sch is boring.... so many ppl dont bother gg to sch anymore. i get so sian waking up everyday tt i juz dun feel like getting up and coming to sch.... haha..... always have to drag myself out of bed or else my bro will make a racket.... sian.

speaking of my bro... haiz.... dunno wad to do w him. he came home todae and started complaining tt he hadnt had lunch.... like wad does he expect me to do arh.... then he called my mum, and she told him to cook maggie mee.... my mum asked me to teach him and all... and then he dared to order me to cook for him! i was like, NO! im only going to give u instructions on how to do it! and u know wat he did? he started yelling at me and complaining abt how he needs to go shower, he doesnt have time and he needs to study. so i juz replied tt since he's so busy, dont eat then. and he got so pissed he stormed off. seriously, 15 yr old boy dont know how to cook instant noodles? not even e simple boil water and pour into a cup thing? wth..... he's juz being plain lazy. he always is. yesterday he actually ordered my mum to wash his dishes for him, cos "I have no time! i need to study! i got exam tmr!" yah yah, got no time still can spend an hr on the phone, an hr in front of e tv, slowly eat ur dinner and start throwing tantrums. GROW UP. WE R NOT UR SLAVES!!!!!! he spends so much time arguing w my parents on whether he shd wash his dishes or not tt i swear he could have finished washing all of our dishes during tt period of time. yah. c'mon lah, only washing ur own dishes, is not gg to kill u rite. a plate, a bowl, a fork, a spoon and a cup. five mins is all u need. like how much can u study in 5 mins? u prolly spend those 5 mins checking ur hp or sth. so juz GROW UP. and e maggie mee thing. teach him how to on e stove, goodness. can vomit blood. it doesnt even take a minute, and he was like, i cannot! i got physics tmr! it takes up too much time! and i shot back, then u stand here and stare at ur uncooked maggie mee lor. dont expect me to do things for u all e time. im teaching u skills u need. wad if no one's home? wad u gonna do? starve to death? dont give me this shit lah, it may work on my parents, it doesnt work on me. my mum actually dared ask me to cook for him, cos "I havent showed him how to cook it b4". yah rite. its not she hasnt showed him, is always she ask him to come and learn, he'd grumble and says he has no time. if u expect me to do e same, id rather go and die. pls lor, she nvr did show me how to cook instant noodles also lor, i learnt it myself by observing others. really. how ridiculous. and u know, he had e AUDICITY to order me to crack his egg as well.... WTF.... crack it urself lah! sheesh..... and he scolded me yesterday morning cos his breakfast wasnt made. idiot. juz cos i made it for u e day b4 doesnt mean ill do it for u all e time. u want, at least learn to ASK POLITELY! LEARN SOME MANNERS! end up i had to cook it for him, but i made him stand there and learn. u know wad he did? ask him to put e bacon in e oven to warm it up, the oven nearly burst and e paper nearly caught fire!!!!! luckily i was quick enough to realise sth was wrong and switch it off, else id have died. and where was he? showering. smart ah. cook halfway go and shower when i asked him to stay there and watch over e food. stupid ass. dun even know how to line e tray properly, anyhow put e paper(when u're supposed to use aluminium foil, but he insists it gives u cancer so he refuses to use it), see lah. and dare to ask me what went wrong. ass. so when his noodles was FINALlY COOKED(by me), it was diluted. and he complained. hello! u were e one who poured in e boiling water..... i say a bit more, u poured in a whole lot more, of course diluted lah! my fault arh.... go bang e wall lah. ass.... nvr even say thank u. juz sit there and eat and eat. ass. wonder how he survives in ns siah. keep boasting how he wants to become what... sergent and all tt, cant even take care of urself be wad sergent.... become laughing stock more like it. idiot. plain idiot. what angers me is my parents let him get away w it. they pamper him like nobody's business. seriously, i thank god im not pampered like him. at least i can survive if im alone, he cant. and my mum actually let herself get yelled at by him (if i did tt id prolly get caned or slapped). yah she does. double standards? maybe but im pissed she lets him do it. she told us last nite she didnt want to cook dinner todae, so she asked if we wanted caterer or go out and buy. and my bro juz started throwing a tantrum cos he needs "home-cooked food cos im having exams". pls lah. i have exams i oso eat caterer food rite. mum din even cook when i was having o levels and all... and u can make such demands. then he refused to have catered food, and he refused to go out and buy dinner. so my mum had to go out and buy(i have to do other hh chores so e lil prince can study). ass. juz cos u're a guy doesnt mean u dont have to do anything! so what if u're e youngest... ass.... u put on a facade and get me into trouble, yet u act like this behind everyone's back. ass. u shd fall in love w a girl who doesnt know how to cook and do housework as well, see how u survive. ass....

watched westside story todae... e english one. its an old classic, brilliant movie. a musical movie. u know old-school movies? yah... set in e 1950s new york, west side story is like romeo and juliet. only this one has got all those dancing and singing. nice show..... its so sad those lovers.... tragic love... near e end there very sad, cos tony died and maria was like heartbroken(and my bro had to spoil it w his tirade on how i shd cook for him). what draws us to such stories like westside story and r&j? perhaps its juz e devotion the two lovers have for each other. maybe its corny(yah within 1 min of meeting they're like so in love w each other. sorry, but i dont believe in love at first sight still), but still wad they go through tugs ur heartstrings. so sad..... and i love e whole singing and dancing. they dont have any of such old sch movies anymore.... grease and all.... i LOVE grease.... absolutely one of my favs. wonder wad the theme for grad night will be? they were joking wad if it's "back to sch"? then they'd go there in jj uniform. but i think it'll be cool. cos then we can dress up as old sch or wadeva. so lil ppl in my class gg for grad nite, we can have e girls in pink jackets posing as e pink ladies and e guys in black leather jackets posing as t-birds. all tt's left r the bikes. woohoo!!!! hahaha~ and we can march in tog, and do a grease no. kekeke.... kk, im crazy le. haha~ i need to be crazy to let off steam. hahaha~

ritez, gonna sign off now. chaoz!

i bruise easily - natasha beddingfield (lovely song, beautiful!)

Oh...yeah
My skin is like a map, where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks, but it's not a negative thing
So I lay down my guard, drop my defenses, down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I found your finger prints on a glass of wine
Do your know ur leaving them all over this heart of mine too
If I never take this leap of faith I'll never know
So I'm learining to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you
Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you

So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily
I bruise easily