im freaking pissed right now, n i dont give a fucking damn about who's reading this right now. those uninvited readers, you know who u are, dont blame me for what i write here because this is a blog for goodness sake, and i write what i want, so if u disagree, u can go to hell and leave me in peace.

like im not stressed enough trying to work thru the whole module bidding shit, confused as ever, trying to make a decent timetable for myself. its bad enough that so many of the courses i want clash and i have difficulty finding one which doesnt, the courses still have to go thru parents' approval. damn them. like they're the one whose freaking studying sia. making my life harder than it is.

and they cant seem to get over the fact that i have 100 over msn contacts online, no thanks to my bro, aunt, cousins who told them in disbelief. im sorry im so popular man, like its my fault ppl wanna add me n talk to me. too bad no one wants to add you, dont rub your jealousy in my face ok. aint my fault, get that in your head. and id rather kill myself first than talk to all 100 over contacts online at the same time. im not stupid. and its a miracle to have all of them online at the same time in the first place, idiots. n next time pls clarify n look properly before you go about complaining n yelling at me that the person im talking to is my boyfriend or whatever shit you can come up with. and i think you shd look harder if you're spying on my conversations, cos i swear im talking about the timetable thing to my nus friends and clarifying some doubts with the senior there, who is a girl, and not saying sweet nothings to some invisible guy of mine. fucking stupid, my parents. one wonders where the hell their brains have flown off to. im sick n tired of the shit i get frm them man. i cant wait to get out of here and be rid of them. idiots.

if you're so smart, go and help me do the timetable lah! assholes. jump to conclusions like nobody business, call yourselves adults. you're worse than kids man. grow up. stop picking fights out of mid-air. it is not that i am defiant and want to argue back, it is that you are making wrong accusations and tarnishing my reputation, so naturally, i have to stick up for myself, idiots!

i cant believe the family im in man....seriously. im already stressed and headached, damn them for making it worse. dont blame me if i lash out at u all much worse than i am now. im nearing the end of my patience already.