which would you choose?

so she sat
under the willow tree
wondering
where does she go from here?

so he said
your future is in your hands
do you
want to remain stagnant forever?

the path branches
which would you choose?
tell me
which would you choose?

to give, to care, to love
to hide, to avoid
to ignore?
which would you choose?

so he said
the choice is yours
will you
be true to yourself?

or will you
leave yourself behind?

so she wonder
and she dreamt
a life of her own
peaceful, calm, happy

stop!
you're being selfish!
how can you leave me alone?
voices intrude

where does one go from here?

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sick sick sick. i cant speak. i feel like a dumb person. speaking above a certain level hurts my throat. drinking hurts my throat. and i have cough. coughing hurts my throat. swallowing hurts my throat. darn.

hell. speaking, just speaking, even a whisper, hurts my throat. :(

man, i hate having sore throats. i hate them even more when it gives u a sharp pain, and the pain just increases. my throat is not sore, it is pained. grrr.

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counselling session 2 tomorrow. whoo. and i cant talk. haha.

jj anniversary dinner cum prom tomorrow night. whoot. i cant eat anything there that's spicy and fried. :(

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it is weird hearing/seeing your brother being so mushy. like, downright weird. and no, thank goodness he ain't being mushy to me.

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approximately 3 weeks till i leave for UK. whoot. so many things yet to settle. *tugs hair out*