it was my mum's birthday yesterday! my dad ordered a cake from this brilliant cake shop, 'cake avenue'! irish whiskey cake or something like that. but it was delicious! i am so going to put on weight from all that cream. wahahaha. and my father kept saying i'm drunk from eating the cake!!! like, how is that possible? heh.

i realize my mum's is the only birthday i celebrated with my family. and there were three important birthdays this year!!! my mum's half a century old, my bro's 18th and my own 21st!! and we were saying my dad spoilt it all cos he didn't turn an important age this year, bwahahaha.

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i'm back to giving tuition! have 3 tutees at the moment, two of them are brother and sister. brother is in sec 2 (streaming! argh.), sis is in primary 5. they have another cute younger sister who is in pri 3, but i'm not tutoring her. the other person i'm tutoring is a secondary 4 guy whom i have not met and will be meeting on friday. there goes my friday evenings and sunday mornings!!! not to mention kendo on monday and thursday evenings! and i will be a junior... bwahahaha. pretend to be freshie! kekeke.

meeting the lufbra-sg folks for dinner later! wheee! wonder what stupid things we'll get up to this time around? haha.

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i honestly thought you knew me better, i guess i was wrong. perhaps i thought you would understand, but now i know you don't. i really believed in you, even when others told me not to. i held on to the things we've had in the past, to who you were, refusing to let go. what made you think you've never hurt me? that you've never treated me in the same manner that you accuse me of? because you have, and i've always remained silent. i've always thought better of you. i've even defended you. every word and action you did that hurt me, i have kept inside. but i just can't sit around here and keep it silent anymore. thanks for the wake-up call.