nothing much happened the past few days. my life is kinda boring right now, it revolves around settling administration stuff for sep and packing. not even going out to meet friends anymore, no one seems to be free nowadays. all having school. so, i've been cooped up at home, doing all these things and when i'm not, slacking in front of the comp. wahaha. i thought the rainy weather has stopped, apparently it is back again. so i can't go swimming. :(

i collected my kebaya! it is so pretty! the traditional ones are much much prettier, but also more expensive! uwagh!!! but i like my kebaya. tee-hee. i also learnt how to wear a sarong, the nonya way. ehehe.

sarah and mun wei finally received their pressies from me! hehe. shall upload photos of the handmade pressies i gave out this christmas the next time. i made until i was all cock-eyed. and sarah's was the worst. spent 3 hours on it, by the end i was like @_@. but im very happy with what i made, i think it is lovely. i was telling some friends, if wah wah doesnt like it, im gonna take it back for myself! bwahaha. it was so nice lor.... sob sob. wah wah, u better treasure it with your life! heh.

one thing i realize, i don't really plan what i'm going to make. i just go with the feeling... like, looking at what i have, seeing what matches, then just coming out with a design as i go along. it's like writing for me, i can't plan what i'm going to write, especially if it's like fiction, stories, poems etc. if i do plan, the outcome of whatever i've written never follows the plan. i tend to deviate halfway through, come out with one twist or another so that i don't even know how it'll end. it just ends, like that. ok, i don't know what the hell i'm talking about. haha. i miss those wonderful narrative writing secondary school days. ah, the joy of creating stories.

my 1/4 written story was deleted from my lappy. i suspect my father deleted it. argh. sadness. there goes my story, and i'm too lazy to actually attempt re-writing it again. i mean, re-writes just aren't the same, you know? when i have to re-write a story or a poem or whatever cos i can't find the original, it doesnt come out the same way. it doesnt seem to embody whatever i wanted it to embody at the beginning. so yah. i may not re-write the story at all. not like anyone will read it, hah.

truthfully, i have nothing to write. im just updating for the sake of updating. like, hello! i'm still alive! *waves arms around frantically* in case anyone still reads my blog. if anyone still bothers to check here, that is. my tagboard looks so dead. dead. dead. sigh.

when i go to uk, my new blog addy is http://paperedletters.blogspot.com. is because the url is already working, the blog is there already, i just haven't bothered to change the template yet nor upload any posts. hah.

i need sleep. the first thing i did when i was showering was to put soap on my hair. yah, you go, ym! and it was t3 acne body wash i mistook for shampoo. i didnt realize it until i was washing it off, and then i started wondering why on earth the shampoo didnt feel like shampoo, and then i realized i just mistook soap as shampoo. -_-" signs of sleepiness. ym lack sleep.

yah right. i'm sleeping too much. ym must sleep less, like what her (real) father says. im sleeping too much, it is not good for the health. i should revert back to the 6hrs sleep thingy.

kbox session (prolly) this sat! woot! i cant wait! :) :) :)